hmmz.. its exactly one wk away from the dreadful exams.. history exam to be precise. my god. its truly mortifying. ive barely started and the grades i've to reach or get close to are A C C. how inta world am i suppose to achieve that if base on present circumstances i can barely even touch it! ughh. furthermore.. the stressful shortage of time is not only not stressing me to study. its causing me to slack even more! double irony eh. ah the satire of it all. oh well. 1 wk to my death date. guess ill just have to pray for the best and wish myself alot of luck!!! :(
del & chow... i know ure with me in this ordeal too. ahhas. i guess we just cant change our slackerish ways for the world man. best of luck to us!
Saturday, June 19, 2004
Sunday, June 13, 2004
HEY! hahaha im at hongkong now.. ahah very happie! bought jeans shirts lotsa other stuff. but theres still one more day of shopping left and i still got loads on my shopping list! ahah happy happy!!!! hmmz. if only my sister and my dad were here. ahhas i miss danny alot! ahaha... jean too. hmmz. dunno why these 2 pple keep popping into my head. hahahas. odd. anyway the fashion here is really weird. saw alot of funky stuff i wanted to buy but it was very very very expensive! was so upset. ahahhaa. oh yeah. sorry del cant buy ur jeans. i saw a really funky jeans with sparkling diamonds (fake ones of cos) ata back spelling outta funky word!!! the whole design was so cool. but it cost near $200 so forget it la huh. ahahhaa.. i nida rob a bank if i spent at that rate. ahahhas. one ting abt hk i love is all the HUGE signs!!! der are so many of dem! the food is great too. ahahhas.. hmmz its close to 11pm now. ahaha gta get back up to the hotel room, take a nice strong warm bath and jus relax and haf fun with my mom!!! the showers here are fantastic!!! room is kinda small tho. ahahas.. had a great day today!!! i love the plane rides too. great games and movies and tv shows! was intending to slp onta way here but ended up busying myself with krisworld. ahahha. inta end i jus spent the days dying of fatigue! retarded man.. the price of pleasure! ironical. hmmz. met up with my 10-yr-no-see relatives. ahahaha. theyre all so grown up now. its amazing!!!! ahahahas... they talk with accents and all. really cool. too bad we had limited time to catch up. ahahas.. alrite gtg!!! update u guys another time. ahahah.
heres a description or prediction of me. haha sum stupid love test again.
1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and
free.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is patience, never give up on you.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.
4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too
moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one that you care not only about the present but
also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship
that you can grow with.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.
heres a description or prediction of me. haha sum stupid love test again.
1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and
free.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is patience, never give up on you.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.
4. You don't like it when your partner is emotional and/or too
moody; and you don't know how to please him/her.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one that you care not only about the present but
also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship
that you can grow with.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.
Saturday, May 22, 2004
my gosh!! its been so so so so long since ive been online! ahah approximately 3 months! ahhas. anw.. lotsa tings haf been happeng to me. ive been in distress!!! ahahah in practically ev single aspect of my life!!! sch is terrible.. dunno y i seemed to haf lost my focus on lotsa stuff. cant seem to hafta discipline to achieve my triple A for the dreaded As. hmmz... fell outta contact with lotsa dear frens... it seems as if ive been enclosing myself or sth... oddly enuff.. the pple that im closest to ata moment (except my dear kacheng) is e badm pple...! it is ironic cos badm has alws been e one to bring misery to my life. ahhahas.. all the times tht i cried or felt reali depressed in cjc was all attributed to badm... ahhaha. how retarded is that. okay anw back to the present. well at least now ive gained back sum focus in my life.. am slightly more motivated to do my work... am happier now. to dis i hfta say thanks to 2 pple... xm doesnt come online... but oh well.. and to YOU.. tnks so much. hahaa. am not gna put ur name up here in case any funny rumours start or wteva. hahahah.. jus caught shrek yst with dan. it was ultra funny!!! both of us cldnt stop laughing!!! i esp loved the stupid INNOCENT CAT. ahha my gosh. it was jus superbly adorable!! ahhas. wldnt mind watchg it again or getg e vcd! ahha. e other movie i watched was troy (c how outdated i am) it was long!! abt 2 half hrs? lotsa nude scenes.. the guys and girl were hot! ahhas. but it reali put orlando bloom in an ultra bad lite. dun like him anymore. ahahhas e only next 2 movies on my list are kill bill (yep i knw im outdated) and harry potter!!! ahhaha cant wait!!! too bad i prob wun be able to catch it with jean char cher ser... deyr e pple i reali wna catch it with! hmmz... ders anastasia ltr at 7.30 onta disney ch! cant waita watch it.. e one disney movie i reali miss is aladdin. dunnno why dey hfnt shown it yet tho. perhaps its too old. hmmz. been watchg alot of tv lately... ahah din realise i was sucha addict!!! fav shows are friends... oc.. american idol... spongebob... totally spies... kim possible...sabrina...dexters lab... incredible tales.. missing and lots more! ahahas.. wun be surprised if i actually spend half my life slacking ata couch ahhaha. mid yrs are coming and im totally not prepared... been doing horridly at practically all subjs.... including MATHS.. how dreadful is that. dunno why recently i haf not been even attempting to study at all. well .. thats gta change man!!! okay my present ST goals in life are....
1) catch up w my frens
2) do much better than i expect for midyrs
3)catch up on all my hw
4) attain more cip hrs!!
5) maintain my physical level
6) stop being confused abt evtg
7) be more decisive!!!!
8) save lotsa $$ for future shopg sprees and pres!
hahaha yep thts all for now man... hmmz.. sports day was qt boring.. much more boring as compared to last yr.. dno whether its cos of the absence of juaner (kinda)...yunx...lala... yj. hmmz. had fun catchg up with becks chels and kai at mos tho! ahahah was damn funny... we stoned...talked...ate...danced a lil (me n becks) it was sucha slacker filled rubbish day!! enjoyed it thoroughly! ahhaa.. ill nv forget our walk thru the park. dun tell anyone abt e silly tings i did alrite? ahahaa esp the stones or pile of leaves. ahhas. talk abt embarrassing. becks and chels cldnt stop talking abt grad!!! ahaha.. must hang out with my class pple more often.. ahhas. alrite i gtg meet up with char and cheri soon for prata...!!! hfnt seen those twits for ages! hee.
NAPFA on mon....!!!!! hope i can get all A. hahaha.. dis silly knee of mine had beta heal...!!!! ahhaha. individual msgs now...
yunx lala cind yj yanz criz mai jose>> meet up soon okae?
ping >> same 4 u u twit!!! hahas.. stay over durin june?
kachengs >> miss u e most!!! call me and write me soon ok?
t08' pple >>> lets strive on okae? itll be over b4 u know it. hahah. -prays-
del chow >> lets play tennis!
1) catch up w my frens
2) do much better than i expect for midyrs
3)catch up on all my hw
4) attain more cip hrs!!
5) maintain my physical level
6) stop being confused abt evtg
7) be more decisive!!!!
8) save lotsa $$ for future shopg sprees and pres!
hahaha yep thts all for now man... hmmz.. sports day was qt boring.. much more boring as compared to last yr.. dno whether its cos of the absence of juaner (kinda)...yunx...lala... yj. hmmz. had fun catchg up with becks chels and kai at mos tho! ahahah was damn funny... we stoned...talked...ate...danced a lil (me n becks) it was sucha slacker filled rubbish day!! enjoyed it thoroughly! ahhaa.. ill nv forget our walk thru the park. dun tell anyone abt e silly tings i did alrite? ahahaa esp the stones or pile of leaves. ahhas. talk abt embarrassing. becks and chels cldnt stop talking abt grad!!! ahaha.. must hang out with my class pple more often.. ahhas. alrite i gtg meet up with char and cheri soon for prata...!!! hfnt seen those twits for ages! hee.
NAPFA on mon....!!!!! hope i can get all A. hahaha.. dis silly knee of mine had beta heal...!!!! ahhaha. individual msgs now...
yunx lala cind yj yanz criz mai jose>> meet up soon okae?
ping >> same 4 u u twit!!! hahas.. stay over durin june?
kachengs >> miss u e most!!! call me and write me soon ok?
t08' pple >>> lets strive on okae? itll be over b4 u know it. hahah. -prays-
del chow >> lets play tennis!
hahah took a silly love test at http://www.naucon.net/misc/tests/love_test01.htm u guys can try it too. its reali silly tho. lolz. ahahha here are e results!!!
1. You are attracted to those who have split personality, like cold
as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is patience, never give up on you.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.
4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is
ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one which make you feel warmth and in-love always.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
8. At this moment, you are quite self-centered; you think of love as
something you can get and trash anytime you want.
1. You are attracted to those who have split personality, like cold
as ice on the outside, but hot as fire in the heart.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is patience, never give up on you.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.
4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is
ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one which make you feel warmth and in-love always.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
8. At this moment, you are quite self-centered; you think of love as
something you can get and trash anytime you want.
Sunday, March 21, 2004
okae... i din manage to complete anymore goals. how annoying is tht! grr. nvm. okae first tings first. e bbq din go too badly.. i mean ... less than half the food caught fire. wahhas. and i was e only one der who knew how to start and keep e fire going! my gosh... the guys der are simply... umm... *******. hahaa. okae.. the food wasnt tht bad. e shopping was hilarious! ahhaa... sji guys are reali sji. ahhaha thts all i can say. suzie came along... and we ate mini melts! deyr gd.. but super ex! wah nv in my life again man. ahhas. e rest came late as usual.... ahhaa. and now cos of tht. im totally broke!!! I NEED THE MONEY BACK PPLE! hahaa. okae. tnk gdness dey din play truth or dare. ahah if not i wld prob haf died. one way or another. hahaa. watched resident evil aft tht. seriously love tht show...!!! still rem e funniest qns char cheri and jean were asking aft tht ahhahs. how i wish dey were here rite now X( hmmz. speaking of going overseas.. suzies gg! cldnt blif... hmmz. maybe ill meet her der sumtime... tink i mite be gg ata end of e yr. but not too sure. wonder wat itll be like den. hmmz. ping stayed over! hahahas. was reali glad she did. we cooked... and cooked! e food was alriteeeee la. hahaha. e brownie was fantastic! but we forgot to add e milky bar. haiz. and bcos of all e rubbish ive been eatin lately... im hafg a sore throat now! oh man... baddddd! seriously gna fall very ill soon... (bad feelg). was spse to complete jy's hw and ms angs too. but... ahha apparently.. i slpt e whole damn day away. how horrid is tht! nwo im reali starting to wonder if me and chow can keep up to our promiseee. hmm... anyhow... tmr got early morn run and PE again aft tht. tnk gdness ders no trainin aft pe. if not ill die like how i died on thurs! ahhas. 3 killers in a row ... ugh. hmmz. dunno why i suddenly tot of me and kristy laughin and laughin thruout the bbq and resident evil. dunno wota hell got into us. ahhas. now i undstd why gen tinks tht me and kris are ***** when we get tog. hahahas. but unforunately it is true. ahhahas. oh yah. cant blif e sn outing din work. ahahha okae individual msgs now!!!
jean >>> tnks alot! hurry send! call soon! luvya!
ping >> was really fun! forgot to gifya ur surprise pres tho :/
yanz >> u tc alrite? ahahah sorry abt the tanning ting!!! X)
'08 >>> hols over. here we go again... ahhaa
del >>> no more prata but more pool k? hehez.
egna >>> hurry msg when ur back! cant waita cya!!!
jose>> sths up wya blog man. come over soon k? ahha danny misses u!
yunx lala cindy junz>> lets go adels hse soon! haah miss her massage chair!
jean >>> tnks alot! hurry send! call soon! luvya!
ping >> was really fun! forgot to gifya ur surprise pres tho :/
yanz >> u tc alrite? ahahah sorry abt the tanning ting!!! X)
'08 >>> hols over. here we go again... ahhaa
del >>> no more prata but more pool k? hehez.
egna >>> hurry msg when ur back! cant waita cya!!!
jose>> sths up wya blog man. come over soon k? ahha danny misses u!
yunx lala cindy junz>> lets go adels hse soon! haah miss her massage chair!
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
hmmz lets see... movie down. danny walked. ahahha i haf so many more goals to accomplish! -faints- ahaha. had training today. lotsa pple tot it was bad. but me and kristy din tink so. ahaha i guess we're too neutral oredi. ahhahs. e best pple inta team is gen and kris. dunno what ill do without dem. ahhaha prob get drowned by all e sn pple and suffocate n die. hahaha. (oops hope ure not readin dis) ahaha. gna hfa badm bbq soon at my hse! ahhaha hope i din get myself into unneccessary trouble by offerin my hse. hahaa. i also hope i dun get thrown into e pool. ahaha. (e guards r oredi peeved at me hahaha no tnks to char and cheri... for our yearly events) hmmz. jus realised im getg further away from many pple.. and closer to jus a few. hmmz. oh well it takes two hands to clap aft all... its jus amazing how past close or very close relations can jus slip away lidat. u may c each other daily and stuff. but evtgs jus diff now. hmmz. quite odd. schs gna start soon. and me and chow r gna hfta uphold our... um... promise no matter how diff it may be! hmmz. hahahs ive found new swimming buddies as well! deyr xuez and chels! ahahha so amusing. e least expected pple at my hse with the most unexpected fun! ahahha truly amazing. absolutely wonderful. ahhaha. but next time... cut down onta food supply yeah? ahahah. haf so many sms's to waste. how annoying. maybe i shall jus mass msg to try to maximise usage. ahhaha. hmmz. dun wna get back my results. cos aft i get it back. i may c pple go (i reali hope not.... haiz) and i hfta start studyin again. .. who noes... pple may go into depression and evtg'll be dreary again! lets hope not! hmmz.
here are the tings i wish for.... (tht $$ cant exactly buy)
1) my maid will be able to cook a proper meal
2) e trio in my class will be able to stay (prays extra hard!!!)
3) tht ill be able to go overseas!! hehez.
here are the tings i wish for.... (tht $$ cant exactly buy)
1) my maid will be able to cook a proper meal
2) e trio in my class will be able to stay (prays extra hard!!!)
3) tht ill be able to go overseas!! hehez.
Sunday, March 14, 2004
hmmz. had a great time yst!! ahah shot many rounds of pool with del at our usual umm.. rather hot place. ahhaah . but dey finally made massive (at least to me it was qt huge.. considering tht dey hfnt changed netg in like a century!) changes. ahhas. went for marche.. and watched dirty dancing.... i tot e movie was absolutely horrid and totally not worth money at all. i mean one and a half hrs is serioualy bullshit man... thank god i din pay for the tics.. phews. hey del if ure reading dis we gta play more pool yeah! ahahha... tht way we can improve and trash jac! ahah. okae recently my life has been more or less monotonous. ive been slpg b4 nine pm... i guess thts cos im seriously dead beat... and yes its mostly badms fault! running inta morns 3 times a wk at least...... trainings are horrid... esp physically ones! ahaaha... thurs was my first pt! (to e horror and amazement of ev1) ahaha. pe is not exactly helping either. ahahah heres how mr lim conditions me... first he says... class do 7 rounds... den he goes.... jessica go 10 cos ure a badm player. hahahas and so it goes on and for every single itty bitty ting i gotta do extra. ahah but thurs are e worst... morn runs.... followed by pe.... den its a super long day... (end @ 4.30) den physical training aft that. ahahhas. i cant help but imagine all e free time i wld haf if i was not in badm. but thts jus wishful tinkg oredi.. considering tht i kinda got blackmailed. haiz. hahaa. okae lets tok abt results.... i guess the saying... study less and obtain more results is qt true! ahah @ least thts wat happened for me dis time round.... i got..... a C for jys paper.... rajoo is still unknown... a B3 for chinese...... A for maths... (wat shocked me was the 79) ... econs i managed to tyco to 18/30 for mcq without studyin @ all. but case study was a misery... had 11/30. ahhaa and i definitely cannot count on essay... i only knew how to do 1b and 2b. ahahha. so i guess what i need now is just plenty of luck man! ahhaa. oh well im jus gna enjoy my wonderful one wk break first! hehez. beautiful..... my aim for the hols are to... read finish dis excellent judith m. book in borders ( no money to buy) ahahas its abt magic!!! hehez. okae... swim more.... tan more.... play pool more!!! meet up with e stupid sn twits! try nota pon trainings... take my doggie out for walks...(without killing him or myself)... haf a bbq.... get closer to my team mates and classmates. ahhaha i guess my goals sound pretty accomplishable eh? ooh yeah! i wanna add another one... tht is to... play the piano!!!! oh man... hfnt touched the keys in so long. miss it so much. esp canon in d major..... (ahhh.....) okae. shant blab anymore. ahhaa. tc ev1...! X) dis hols is gna be greaT!!!!!
del and chow >>> pool? nubar? movie? mahjong? bridge?!!?!? X)
yunx n cindy >>> wat happened to our meeting? ahahha
jose >>> u twit la u.... hurry come!
08' classmates >>> go out soon? hehez.
jac >>> happy tioman-in! ill be waiting for ya to get baq... cya on sat i hope? ahhaa
jean >>> rem abt e leta!!! call me soon yah? dun be so blur abt ur classes anymore...
joyce >>> happy bdae!!! hehez. hope we dun hfta go for surgery!!! (prays hard)
ping >>> woman ah... our promises to meet up ah. ahhaha.. it just neva happens does it. ahaha
danny >>> i promise to walk u soon!! (hahaha)
del and chow >>> pool? nubar? movie? mahjong? bridge?!!?!? X)
yunx n cindy >>> wat happened to our meeting? ahahha
jose >>> u twit la u.... hurry come!
08' classmates >>> go out soon? hehez.
jac >>> happy tioman-in! ill be waiting for ya to get baq... cya on sat i hope? ahhaa
jean >>> rem abt e leta!!! call me soon yah? dun be so blur abt ur classes anymore...
joyce >>> happy bdae!!! hehez. hope we dun hfta go for surgery!!! (prays hard)
ping >>> woman ah... our promises to meet up ah. ahhaha.. it just neva happens does it. ahaha
danny >>> i promise to walk u soon!! (hahaha)
Friday, March 05, 2004
how nite study has been for me......
water..... floor....cupped hands....failed attempt...... floor...more water.....wet table.... lotsa tissue!! haha... fishy fishy.... kfc... singing....more singing.... chi version of ***** ..... flirting(gross).....bombing (2 poor souls frm sji) ... running.... yawning.... scribbling.... slpg.... depression? insanity....
okae evtg is much better now. tnk gdness cts is over. stress is over. but results are still onta way. ecks. dun reali hate anyone anymore i guess. ahahha or maybe the 6 ppl jus simmered down to ONE. hmm. but other than tht evtgs fine. so dun worrie! ahhaha. sorry. hmm. lets see cts din go too well. hfnt been gg for trainin. hmmz. am onlie gg for the sake of gg. so sad aint it? but im reali tryin my best oredi. hope i wun disappoint pple anymore (learnt dis from ya del) hmms. many tings i feel like blabberin out. but it wld be detrimental to both me and you. hmmz. so nvm. but life can reali be a bitch smtms. ahha yes im finally online again. guess ill jus send out individual msgs now.
a certain sum1 >>> hope e 3hrs onta fone worked. dun worrie we both din waste our time. hope evtgs okae now? was reali worried. but i noe ure strong. in fact we all are.... smtms u try nota disappoint pple and u end up hurting urself. and most of the time aft that... u end up disappointing urself...disappointg others.....hurting urself....and hurting others. tink abt it ya.
lala n yunx >> nv fail to crack me up. such lame twits u are. haha
c(h)ow >>> " water....cupped hands..... running....spilling.... table.... floor.... laughter.... more water" ahhahah! funny funny!
badmintoners >>> ill try
kc >> ill call u soon. haiz. smtms.. i jus wish i cld be der wya and joyce. -sighs-
water..... floor....cupped hands....failed attempt...... floor...more water.....wet table.... lotsa tissue!! haha... fishy fishy.... kfc... singing....more singing.... chi version of ***** ..... flirting(gross).....bombing (2 poor souls frm sji) ... running.... yawning.... scribbling.... slpg.... depression? insanity....
okae evtg is much better now. tnk gdness cts is over. stress is over. but results are still onta way. ecks. dun reali hate anyone anymore i guess. ahahha or maybe the 6 ppl jus simmered down to ONE. hmm. but other than tht evtgs fine. so dun worrie! ahhaha. sorry. hmm. lets see cts din go too well. hfnt been gg for trainin. hmmz. am onlie gg for the sake of gg. so sad aint it? but im reali tryin my best oredi. hope i wun disappoint pple anymore (learnt dis from ya del) hmms. many tings i feel like blabberin out. but it wld be detrimental to both me and you. hmmz. so nvm. but life can reali be a bitch smtms. ahha yes im finally online again. guess ill jus send out individual msgs now.
a certain sum1 >>> hope e 3hrs onta fone worked. dun worrie we both din waste our time. hope evtgs okae now? was reali worried. but i noe ure strong. in fact we all are.... smtms u try nota disappoint pple and u end up hurting urself. and most of the time aft that... u end up disappointing urself...disappointg others.....hurting urself....and hurting others. tink abt it ya.
lala n yunx >> nv fail to crack me up. such lame twits u are. haha
c(h)ow >>> " water....cupped hands..... running....spilling.... table.... floor.... laughter.... more water" ahhahah! funny funny!
badmintoners >>> ill try
kc >> ill call u soon. haiz. smtms.. i jus wish i cld be der wya and joyce. -sighs-
Sunday, February 22, 2004
okae im finally here again...... i have only one ting to say today... tht i dun usually say..........
FUCK YOU.
the arrogance of you!!! it jus cannot be stand for. who the fuck do u tink u are!?!? jus keep going arnd acting so high and mighty when inside you're jus nothing at all.. what u did was totally unforgivable. dunno wota hell i saw in you inta first place....e tot of u jus makes me sick. i jus want you outta my life! BITCH... BASTARD.... BITCH!!!!
i can tink of 6 other pple tht i hate ata moment.... reali hope you all will go rot with the rest of the worlds scum! ugggghhh!!!!!!!!
oh forget it.
FUCK YOU.
the arrogance of you!!! it jus cannot be stand for. who the fuck do u tink u are!?!? jus keep going arnd acting so high and mighty when inside you're jus nothing at all.. what u did was totally unforgivable. dunno wota hell i saw in you inta first place....e tot of u jus makes me sick. i jus want you outta my life! BITCH... BASTARD.... BITCH!!!!
i can tink of 6 other pple tht i hate ata moment.... reali hope you all will go rot with the rest of the worlds scum! ugggghhh!!!!!!!!
oh forget it.
Monday, February 02, 2004
jiayou to evryone out der whos um. tryin der best to study. ahhas u noe who im tokg abt. yep! ahhas alrite. i beta gif a big jiayou to myself too man! ahha (i noe u hate dis word) ahahas. oh well. had badm outing at sentosa today. ahahs at first we were even considerin whether anot to go anot cos it was like rainin! (again) den inta end. me suzie kristy and kx decided for it. ahahs. cld haf gone suzies hse actually! ahhas but it was quite fun. ahahs except for the sea water. my gosh. i tot e h2o at siloso wld be beta but inta end it was stinkier... fishier and much dirtier! ahah eww. ahhahas damn gross. but it was lotsa fun! played lotsa games! all e running games and bridgE! (ahah e love of my life) ahahahs. we even played with water bombs and floor (tnk god kirsty din bring soyasauce or ketchup or eggs haah) ahahas. kirsty ah. tht women grossed me out and made me laugh so many times today! ahahs hilarious. oh yah and suzie. i will nv be able to forget your FROOR she actually wanted to sae floor... ahahs not forgettin.... yerrow caror seriously man suzie. i swear ur becomin an ah lian! ahhas . nvm ah. its okae. ill try to help u adapt back to ur urm..... normal self?a hahs (like since when were u ever normal?!?!) ahahhas im pretty sad now. cos i cant wear my orange shoes to sch cos its too orange! haiz. but nvm la huhz. ill jus wear it out next time durin non school hours den. ahahs was pretty tired onta bus ride back. but dunno why now i feel like joinin my parents to play squash. ahahs with my sis too! haahs alrite den. i shall go off now! blog more next time! X)
Thursday, January 29, 2004
yep yep surprise surprise! im here again. ahhahas so soon yeah? (compared to last time) ahahhas yep! actually i came online today specially to sign lalas blog! haha u happy not? hee. yep yep! i shall try to help u link but it reali seems quite um. hopeless ata moment. ahahhas so peserve yeah! ahahhas yesyes! we must still run the macritchie tog k? ahahs cant waita cya inta toilet tmr morn again!@ hahahahas. heyheyhye!!!! we shd haf study dates tog man! ahhas cant blif i actually met ya inta bus jus now too. ahah so funny. ahhas okae nothin to update abt my life. its as um. sad as ever. ahhas (not kiddin) . okae i haf individual msgs to deliver now.
del > call me k?
lala> call me.... go out with me... study with me.... ! ahah
yunx> msg me..... meet up w me! hahahas miss ya! dun be sad k?
yanz> cheer up! X)
kc> miss u la. U MUST CALL ME IMMEDIATELY AH.
ser> hurry arrange k?
pommie> our swimmin stilll on? hee.
all e girls in t8 > tong xiao mahjong here we come! hahaha X) YAY
del > call me k?
lala> call me.... go out with me... study with me.... ! ahah
yunx> msg me..... meet up w me! hahahas miss ya! dun be sad k?
yanz> cheer up! X)
kc> miss u la. U MUST CALL ME IMMEDIATELY AH.
ser> hurry arrange k?
pommie> our swimmin stilll on? hee.
all e girls in t8 > tong xiao mahjong here we come! hahaha X) YAY
Sunday, January 25, 2004
oh man! i hfnt blogged in ages! yep but here i am once again. hmm. lets see. life has been um.... eh.. undescribable. der haf been more down than ups tho. which is reali quite sad. ahahhas pple arnd me have been seriously eccentric!!!! (del esp) ahhahas and lotsa pple haf gotten much lamer! (lala n jose) ahahhas.. its quite funny. cny has been super fattenin dis yr! damn horrid. ahahhas. oh yes! i haf 2000 sms to utilise! damn happy abt it cos i can nv bomb e bill anymore! hee. but one ironic ting is tht recently i hate smsin. and it usually takes me quite long to reply. which is so not like me. ahhas. oh well. i guess tht is good in a sense? ahahs. weird.... but gd? hmmz. and recently i dun reali like to sms pple or more like. dun reali haf much pple to sms! hahaha. (and to u.... i hate u......!! stop smsing me u idiot!) ahahas. alas, i haf dear adele to rely on. ahahha unfortunately tht poor dear has lost her fone. ahahs but nonetheless tings are back to e way they use to be. ahahs so yay! i can msg her like siaosers again! hahas oh yes del wants me to add tht.... ADELE LAMENTS THE GREAT LACK OF GENTLEMEN IN TODAYS SOCIETY bwahhas. i wonder wat tht reali implies. hehes. e other day me n del happen to chance upon becks ( oh boy tht poor girl din noe wat .... or WHO hit her haha) and tht got me tinkg abt sec 4L. haiz. really miss e gd ol times. sucha pity. hahas. oh yah. adele also wanna add tht "shes chio, also quite handsome but gettin a bit FAT, need new shoes, dun mind a chio hardworking GF whom she can aspire to be like. " WHAHAHAS. got me laughin to death man. ahahs oh ya!!! i wanna get dis damn chio shoes!!!!! ahhhhh! ahahhas but its ilke $179? which is damn ex? haiz. thts why my mom is a lil hesitant to get it for me. hmmz. but with my new yr $$ maybe i can get it? hmmz. jus tht the top is too high tho. ahahahs. hmm. hey del u must get me a huge discount k? ahahahs hope we get our dream shoes! haahs. haiz. i realise tht ive not kept in touch w lotsa pple lately..... except perhaps del. dunno why. when i go to school . i dun even look forward to anything anymore. except perhaps seein lala and e few dears once in awhile. hmmz. tings haf reali taken a drastic turn as compared to last yr. my life seems to haf reali taken a down turn! ughh.. i jus cant waita take the As get over with cj and head on to (hopefully) melbourne! ahah yay!!!!! thts my dream. but my dream wld only be complete if i can take all e pple id reali miss with me. jus found out a few reali shocking tings recently. which wat can i sae... really shocked me to e damn core! hahas but alrite. i gotta keep it all a secret. hmmz. i tink im puttin up a front. its like. when pple see me. they tink im fine... and even perhaps happy. but actually . tings arent the same. im feelin really.... sad. i guess its a new kinda sadness. and i reali dunno how to overcome it. hmmz. perhaps ill be cured when she comes back onta 1st of feb? dunno le. but it seems tht only she has e power to do tht. to make me happy and to jus be der for me. hmmz. woah. talkin abt all dis is starting to make me hate spore! ahhaah. oh well. i beta cut it out den. hmmz. danny is bein as silly as usual. ahhahs he's starin at me so cutely with his ears flopped up cos im laughin to myself (all tnks to del and her stupid sms) ahahhas. reali miss my dog. hes reali old oredi. hope he doesnt jus go. hmmz. gosh! jus realised im tinkg of all e sad sad stuff! shucks. thts reali bad. okay okay. i shall change the subject to happier stuff! tings tht im happy abt.....
1)my sis is back
2)shes comin back soon
3) badm orientatn sounds fun (surprisingly)
4) im finally a BIT rich
5) toilet meetings! (hahaha)
n thts abt all i can tink of. which is reali sad. ahhaha. oh well. i shall stop here for now.
del >> dun kill me hor. ahahah yay! hope to meet up wya again soon ya? tc of urself. and um try to keep ur hands to urself ya. ahahahhas
yunx>> reali miss u u twit! come back soon ya?
lala >> toilet meetings!!!! hee. but pls come earlier!
yanz >> smile more! dun fret! find a way to sit tog! haah
junz >> tc of urself k?
to sum1 whos in hk now >>> I MISS U TERRIBLY!!! COME BACK!!! I GOT SO MUCH TO SAY!
1)my sis is back
2)shes comin back soon
3) badm orientatn sounds fun (surprisingly)
4) im finally a BIT rich
5) toilet meetings! (hahaha)
n thts abt all i can tink of. which is reali sad. ahhaha. oh well. i shall stop here for now.
del >> dun kill me hor. ahahah yay! hope to meet up wya again soon ya? tc of urself. and um try to keep ur hands to urself ya. ahahahhas
yunx>> reali miss u u twit! come back soon ya?
lala >> toilet meetings!!!! hee. but pls come earlier!
yanz >> smile more! dun fret! find a way to sit tog! haah
junz >> tc of urself k?
to sum1 whos in hk now >>> I MISS U TERRIBLY!!! COME BACK!!! I GOT SO MUCH TO SAY!
Saturday, December 20, 2003
Friday, December 19, 2003
the following qns's are extremely annoyingly interesting. try dem! hahas
Below are 4 questions. Answer them instantly. You
can't take your time.
Answer them immediately. No pencil or paper! OK?
Let's find out just how smart and clever you really
are. Ready? ... GO!!!
FIRST QUESTION: You are participating in a race.
You overtake the second person.
What position are you in?
ANSWER: If you answer that you are first, then you are
Absolutely wrong! If you overtake the second person
And you take his place, you are second! Try not to
Screw up in the next question.
To answer the second question, don't take as much
time as you took for the first question.
(You know you took too much time.)
SECOND QUESTION: If you overtake the last person, then
you are...?
ANSWER: If you answered that you are second to last,
then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you
overtake the LAST person?!
THIRD QUESTION: Very tricky math! Note: This must be
done in your head only. Do NOT use paper and pencil or
a calculator. Try it.
Take 1000 and add 40 to it.
Now add another 1000.
Now add 30.
Add another 1000.
Now add 20.
Now add another 1000.
Now add 10.
What is the total?
ANSWER: Did you get 5000? The correct answer is
actually 4100.
Don't believe it? Check with your calculator! Today is
definitely not your day. Maybe you will get the last
question right?
LAST QUESTION: Mary's father has five daughters:
Nana, Nene, Nini, Nono.
What is the name of the fifth daughter?
ANSWER: Nunu? Nana? Nene? NONO! Of course not. The
fifth daughter's name is Mary.
Read the question again.
You ARE the WEAKEST LINK!! Pass this along to someone
else who could stand a little fun and a challenge
today.
If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?
Below are 4 questions. Answer them instantly. You
can't take your time.
Answer them immediately. No pencil or paper! OK?
Let's find out just how smart and clever you really
are. Ready? ... GO!!!
FIRST QUESTION: You are participating in a race.
You overtake the second person.
What position are you in?
ANSWER: If you answer that you are first, then you are
Absolutely wrong! If you overtake the second person
And you take his place, you are second! Try not to
Screw up in the next question.
To answer the second question, don't take as much
time as you took for the first question.
(You know you took too much time.)
SECOND QUESTION: If you overtake the last person, then
you are...?
ANSWER: If you answered that you are second to last,
then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you
overtake the LAST person?!
THIRD QUESTION: Very tricky math! Note: This must be
done in your head only. Do NOT use paper and pencil or
a calculator. Try it.
Take 1000 and add 40 to it.
Now add another 1000.
Now add 30.
Add another 1000.
Now add 20.
Now add another 1000.
Now add 10.
What is the total?
ANSWER: Did you get 5000? The correct answer is
actually 4100.
Don't believe it? Check with your calculator! Today is
definitely not your day. Maybe you will get the last
question right?
LAST QUESTION: Mary's father has five daughters:
Nana, Nene, Nini, Nono.
What is the name of the fifth daughter?
ANSWER: Nunu? Nana? Nene? NONO! Of course not. The
fifth daughter's name is Mary.
Read the question again.
You ARE the WEAKEST LINK!! Pass this along to someone
else who could stand a little fun and a challenge
today.
If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?
>>Message :> When we say the three words?
>>"I Love U" Do we really mean it or otherwise,
>>there is more to it.
>>
>>
>>"Fears over tomorrow and regrets over yesterday
>>are twin thieves that rob us of the moment. Do
>>what you think needs to be done!"
>>
>>
>>
>>A good relationship isn't a game you play or an
>>ego trip you take. It is about love and two
>>people. Loving someone can give us the greatest
>>joy we can ever know and it can hurt more that
>>we can believe too. When it does not really hurt
>>when that person did something disappointing to
>>you, but really hurts when you see that person
>>in pain and sadness, then you know you truly
>>love that person.
>>
>>
>>
>>Loving someone means you should be ready to
>>experience heartache and happiness at the same
>>time. That's the reward and that's the risk.
>>Unless we are willing to experience it, we will
>>never really know what it's like to love and be
>>loved. Sharing love is probable the most
>>valuable and meaningful experience a person can
>>ever have.
>>
>>
>>
>>And there's a difference between being in love
>>with someone and loving someone. It's the
>>difference between a love that's fickle, wild
>>and short-lived and one that's tender and
>>passionate, nurturing and lasts a long time. The
>>first is easy. The second, the one that really
>>matters to all of us, takes work because it's
>>about keeping a relationship.
>>
>>
>>
>>Loving someone takes efforts. We have to be
>>able to communicate with each other. Nobody can
>>read anybody's mind. We always presume that our
>>partner knows what we think and feel. Maybe in
>>time we might be able to predict or sense each
>>other's thoughts but it's never perfect and
>>takes time to develop. Getting the chance to
>>love and be loved by someone is truly blessed.
>>
>>Respect him/her for who he/she is, and not what
>>you want him/her to be. Everyone is pretty and
>>special in his/her own special way. No one is
>>perfect. It is true love which closes the gap of
>>imperfections to form a smooth surface of
>>acceptance for each other. True love sees and
>>accepts a person for who he/she is. It is also
>>true love which makes a person change for the
>>better.
>>
>>
>>
>>The power of true love to a person is
>>undeniable. A relationship needs commitments
>>too. What is love with commitments from each
>>other anyway? It's like principles and values.
>>Everyone has them but they only mean as much as
>>we are willing to stand for them. The same goes
>>for out commitments to relationships, and the
>>person we love.
>>
>>"Love is like an antique vase. It's hard to
>>find, hard to get, but easy to break." Everyday
>>everywhere, people fall in love.but just how
>>many of these relationships are self-sacrificing
>>love, and not just relationships which are
>>formed only for the intense feeling of falling
>>in love? I know hundreds of friends who say the
>>magical words "I love you". but more often than
>>not, the truth is just - I am IN love with you.
>>
>>
>>
>>There is a difference between being in love
>>with someone and loving someone. If a person
>>says he/she is in love with you, he/she means
>>that he/she likes you for who you are now and
>>he/she fell in love with you because of the
>>present you. This kind of love is temporary and
>>lasts only as long as the fairytale lasts. When
>>fairy godmother comes in at midnight to whirl us
>>back to reality, we see the heartache of such a
>>relationship. where both were only IN love with
>>each other.
>>
>>But if person says he/she loves you, he/she
>>means that he/she loves you unconditionally for
>>who you are now, who you were in the past and
>>who you might be in the future. When he/she says
>>he/she loves you and really means it, you have
>>to ask yourself if you love him/her too or if
>>you're in love with the idea of being in love.
>>It is very hard to see the difference through
>>logical thinking. Let your heart guide you. May
>>you be blessed on your soul-searching journey
>>for your soul mate.
>>
>>
>>
>>Friends, today, I would like you to think about
>>what you've just read. To those who are
>>already "attached", ask yourself again. Is this
>>true love? Do I really love him/her? Or is it
>>just another infatuation? ARE YOU willing to
>>give? Even though you may not get back the same
>>amount you gave? ARE YOU cheating yourself?
>>Thinking that you really love him/her and not
>>just taking him/her as a substitute from your ex-
>>boyfriend/girlfriend?
>>
>>Friends, let today be the day you truly
>>understand love.. And I know that none of you
>>would want to be the victim in this game of
>>love. If after reading this and answering all
>>the questions, you are very sure that you love
>>him/her, tell him/her that. Let him/her know how
>>much you love him/her and that you are willing
>>to take the risks of being hurt by him/her in
>>the course of the development of you
>>relationship with him/her. This is a love that's
>>sacrificial, ARE YOU ready for it?
>>
>>
>>
>>Cherish the Past, It made you what you are.
>>Treasure the Present, It's a timeless gift. Pray
>>for the Future, it's where hopes are fulfilled.
>>
>>When there is a
>>will, there is a way..
>>"I Love U" Do we really mean it or otherwise,
>>there is more to it.
>>
>>
>>"Fears over tomorrow and regrets over yesterday
>>are twin thieves that rob us of the moment. Do
>>what you think needs to be done!"
>>
>>
>>
>>A good relationship isn't a game you play or an
>>ego trip you take. It is about love and two
>>people. Loving someone can give us the greatest
>>joy we can ever know and it can hurt more that
>>we can believe too. When it does not really hurt
>>when that person did something disappointing to
>>you, but really hurts when you see that person
>>in pain and sadness, then you know you truly
>>love that person.
>>
>>
>>
>>Loving someone means you should be ready to
>>experience heartache and happiness at the same
>>time. That's the reward and that's the risk.
>>Unless we are willing to experience it, we will
>>never really know what it's like to love and be
>>loved. Sharing love is probable the most
>>valuable and meaningful experience a person can
>>ever have.
>>
>>
>>
>>And there's a difference between being in love
>>with someone and loving someone. It's the
>>difference between a love that's fickle, wild
>>and short-lived and one that's tender and
>>passionate, nurturing and lasts a long time. The
>>first is easy. The second, the one that really
>>matters to all of us, takes work because it's
>>about keeping a relationship.
>>
>>
>>
>>Loving someone takes efforts. We have to be
>>able to communicate with each other. Nobody can
>>read anybody's mind. We always presume that our
>>partner knows what we think and feel. Maybe in
>>time we might be able to predict or sense each
>>other's thoughts but it's never perfect and
>>takes time to develop. Getting the chance to
>>love and be loved by someone is truly blessed.
>>
>>Respect him/her for who he/she is, and not what
>>you want him/her to be. Everyone is pretty and
>>special in his/her own special way. No one is
>>perfect. It is true love which closes the gap of
>>imperfections to form a smooth surface of
>>acceptance for each other. True love sees and
>>accepts a person for who he/she is. It is also
>>true love which makes a person change for the
>>better.
>>
>>
>>
>>The power of true love to a person is
>>undeniable. A relationship needs commitments
>>too. What is love with commitments from each
>>other anyway? It's like principles and values.
>>Everyone has them but they only mean as much as
>>we are willing to stand for them. The same goes
>>for out commitments to relationships, and the
>>person we love.
>>
>>"Love is like an antique vase. It's hard to
>>find, hard to get, but easy to break." Everyday
>>everywhere, people fall in love.but just how
>>many of these relationships are self-sacrificing
>>love, and not just relationships which are
>>formed only for the intense feeling of falling
>>in love? I know hundreds of friends who say the
>>magical words "I love you". but more often than
>>not, the truth is just - I am IN love with you.
>>
>>
>>
>>There is a difference between being in love
>>with someone and loving someone. If a person
>>says he/she is in love with you, he/she means
>>that he/she likes you for who you are now and
>>he/she fell in love with you because of the
>>present you. This kind of love is temporary and
>>lasts only as long as the fairytale lasts. When
>>fairy godmother comes in at midnight to whirl us
>>back to reality, we see the heartache of such a
>>relationship. where both were only IN love with
>>each other.
>>
>>But if person says he/she loves you, he/she
>>means that he/she loves you unconditionally for
>>who you are now, who you were in the past and
>>who you might be in the future. When he/she says
>>he/she loves you and really means it, you have
>>to ask yourself if you love him/her too or if
>>you're in love with the idea of being in love.
>>It is very hard to see the difference through
>>logical thinking. Let your heart guide you. May
>>you be blessed on your soul-searching journey
>>for your soul mate.
>>
>>
>>
>>Friends, today, I would like you to think about
>>what you've just read. To those who are
>>already "attached", ask yourself again. Is this
>>true love? Do I really love him/her? Or is it
>>just another infatuation? ARE YOU willing to
>>give? Even though you may not get back the same
>>amount you gave? ARE YOU cheating yourself?
>>Thinking that you really love him/her and not
>>just taking him/her as a substitute from your ex-
>>boyfriend/girlfriend?
>>
>>Friends, let today be the day you truly
>>understand love.. And I know that none of you
>>would want to be the victim in this game of
>>love. If after reading this and answering all
>>the questions, you are very sure that you love
>>him/her, tell him/her that. Let him/her know how
>>much you love him/her and that you are willing
>>to take the risks of being hurt by him/her in
>>the course of the development of you
>>relationship with him/her. This is a love that's
>>sacrificial, ARE YOU ready for it?
>>
>>
>>
>>Cherish the Past, It made you what you are.
>>Treasure the Present, It's a timeless gift. Pray
>>for the Future, it's where hopes are fulfilled.
>>
>>When there is a
>>will, there is a way..
What Do You Value Most?
========================
A young man learns what's most important in life from the guy
next door.
It had been some time since Jack had seen the old man.
College, girls, career, and life itself got in the way.
In fact, Jack moved clear across the country in pursuit of his
dreams. There, in the rush of his busy life, Jack had little
time to think about the past and often no time to spend with his
wife and son.
He was working on his future, and nothing could stop him.
Over the phone, his mother told him, "Mr. Belser died last
night. The funeral is Wednesday." Memories flashed through
his mind like an old newsreel as he sat quietly remembering his
childhood days.
"Jack, did you hear me?"
"Oh, sorry, Mom. Yes, I heard you. It's been so long since I
thought of him. I'm sorry, but I honestly thought he died years
ago," Jack said.
"Well, he didn't forget you. Every time I saw him, he'd ask how
you were doing. He'd reminisce about the many days you spent
over 'his side of the fence' as he put it," Mom told him.
"I loved that old house he lived in," Jack said.
"You know, Jack, after your father died, Mr. Belser stepped in
to make sure you had a man's influence in your life," she said.
"He's the one who taught me carpentry," he said. "I wouldn't be
in this business if it weren't for him. He spent a lot of time
teaching me things he thought were important.
Mom, I'll be there for the funeral," Jack said.
As busy as he was, he kept his word. Jack caught the next
flight to his hometown.
Mr. Belser's funeral was small and uneventful. He had no
children of his own, and most of his relatives had passed away.
The night before he had to return home, Jack and his mom stopped
by to see the old house next door one more time.
Standing in the doorway, Jack paused for a moment. It was like
crossing over into another dimension, a leap through space and
time.
The house was exactly as he remembered. Every step held
memories. Every picture, every piece of furniture...
Jack stopped suddenly.
"What's wrong, Jack?" his mom asked.
"The box is gone," he said.
"What box?" Mom asked.
"There was a small gold box that he kept locked on top of his
desk. I must have asked him a thousand times what was inside.
All he'd ever tell me was 'the thing I value most,'" Jack said.
It was gone. Everything about the house was exactly how Jack
remembered it, except for the box. He figured someone from the
Belser family had taken it.
"Now I'll never know what was so valuable to him," Jack said.
"I better get some sleep. I have an early flight home, Mom."
It had been about two weeks since Mr. Belser died. Returning
home from work one day Jack discovered a note in his mailbox.
"Signature required on a package. No one at home. Please stop
by the main post office within the next three days," the note
read.
Early the next day Jack retrieved the package.
The small box was old and looked like it had been mailed a
hundred years ago.
The handwriting was difficult to read, but the return address
caught his attention.
"Mr. Harold Belser" it read.
Jack took the box out to his car and ripped open the package.
There inside was the gold box and an envelope.
Jack's hands shook as he read the note inside.
"Upon my death, please forward this box and its contents to Jack
Bennett.
It's the thing I valued most in my life." A small key was taped
to the letter.
His heart racing, as tears filling his eyes, Jack carefully
unlocked the box. There inside he found a beautiful gold pocket
watch. Running his fingers slowly over the finely etched casing,
he unlatched the cover.
Inside he found these words engraved:
"Jack, Thanks for your time! Harold Belser."
"The thing he valued most...was...my time."
Jack held the watch for a few minutes, then called his office
and cleared his appointments for the next two days.
"Why?" Janet, his assistant asked.
"I need some time to spend with my son," he said.
"Oh, by the way, Janet...thanks for your time!"
"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take
but by the moments that take our breath away."
~Author Unknown~
========================
A young man learns what's most important in life from the guy
next door.
It had been some time since Jack had seen the old man.
College, girls, career, and life itself got in the way.
In fact, Jack moved clear across the country in pursuit of his
dreams. There, in the rush of his busy life, Jack had little
time to think about the past and often no time to spend with his
wife and son.
He was working on his future, and nothing could stop him.
Over the phone, his mother told him, "Mr. Belser died last
night. The funeral is Wednesday." Memories flashed through
his mind like an old newsreel as he sat quietly remembering his
childhood days.
"Jack, did you hear me?"
"Oh, sorry, Mom. Yes, I heard you. It's been so long since I
thought of him. I'm sorry, but I honestly thought he died years
ago," Jack said.
"Well, he didn't forget you. Every time I saw him, he'd ask how
you were doing. He'd reminisce about the many days you spent
over 'his side of the fence' as he put it," Mom told him.
"I loved that old house he lived in," Jack said.
"You know, Jack, after your father died, Mr. Belser stepped in
to make sure you had a man's influence in your life," she said.
"He's the one who taught me carpentry," he said. "I wouldn't be
in this business if it weren't for him. He spent a lot of time
teaching me things he thought were important.
Mom, I'll be there for the funeral," Jack said.
As busy as he was, he kept his word. Jack caught the next
flight to his hometown.
Mr. Belser's funeral was small and uneventful. He had no
children of his own, and most of his relatives had passed away.
The night before he had to return home, Jack and his mom stopped
by to see the old house next door one more time.
Standing in the doorway, Jack paused for a moment. It was like
crossing over into another dimension, a leap through space and
time.
The house was exactly as he remembered. Every step held
memories. Every picture, every piece of furniture...
Jack stopped suddenly.
"What's wrong, Jack?" his mom asked.
"The box is gone," he said.
"What box?" Mom asked.
"There was a small gold box that he kept locked on top of his
desk. I must have asked him a thousand times what was inside.
All he'd ever tell me was 'the thing I value most,'" Jack said.
It was gone. Everything about the house was exactly how Jack
remembered it, except for the box. He figured someone from the
Belser family had taken it.
"Now I'll never know what was so valuable to him," Jack said.
"I better get some sleep. I have an early flight home, Mom."
It had been about two weeks since Mr. Belser died. Returning
home from work one day Jack discovered a note in his mailbox.
"Signature required on a package. No one at home. Please stop
by the main post office within the next three days," the note
read.
Early the next day Jack retrieved the package.
The small box was old and looked like it had been mailed a
hundred years ago.
The handwriting was difficult to read, but the return address
caught his attention.
"Mr. Harold Belser" it read.
Jack took the box out to his car and ripped open the package.
There inside was the gold box and an envelope.
Jack's hands shook as he read the note inside.
"Upon my death, please forward this box and its contents to Jack
Bennett.
It's the thing I valued most in my life." A small key was taped
to the letter.
His heart racing, as tears filling his eyes, Jack carefully
unlocked the box. There inside he found a beautiful gold pocket
watch. Running his fingers slowly over the finely etched casing,
he unlatched the cover.
Inside he found these words engraved:
"Jack, Thanks for your time! Harold Belser."
"The thing he valued most...was...my time."
Jack held the watch for a few minutes, then called his office
and cleared his appointments for the next two days.
"Why?" Janet, his assistant asked.
"I need some time to spend with my son," he said.
"Oh, by the way, Janet...thanks for your time!"
"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take
but by the moments that take our breath away."
~Author Unknown~
Friday, November 28, 2003
this silly little horoscope test tht i dunno whether its true anot. jus try it tho. ahahs no harm done anw.. X)
Horoscope Test...
If you are honest this tells the truth - it's pretty good
Write your answers on a piece of paper. No cheating !!
The answers are at the bottom of this page..........................
1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex.
2. Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, green, yellow?
3. Your first initial?
4. Your month of birth?
5. Which color do you like more, black or white?
6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.
7. Your favorite number?
8. Do you like Sydney or Brisbane more?
9. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?
10. Write down a wish (a realistic one).
When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat)
Answers
*
*
*
*
*
*
*
*
*
*
*
1. You are completely in love with this person.
2. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - you are conservative and aggressive. Green - your soul is relaxed and you are laid back Blue - you are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love. Yellow- you are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.
3. If your initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love to give in friendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.
4. If you were born in: Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will last long and the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.
5. If you chose..... Black: Your life will take on a different direction,it will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.
6. This person is your best friend.
7. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.
8. If you chose: Sydney: You like adventure... Brisbane: You are a laid back person.
9. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.
Horoscope Test...
If you are honest this tells the truth - it's pretty good
Write your answers on a piece of paper. No cheating !!
The answers are at the bottom of this page..........................
1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex.
2. Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, green, yellow?
3. Your first initial?
4. Your month of birth?
5. Which color do you like more, black or white?
6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.
7. Your favorite number?
8. Do you like Sydney or Brisbane more?
9. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?
10. Write down a wish (a realistic one).
When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat)
Answers
*
*
*
*
*
*
*
*
*
*
*
1. You are completely in love with this person.
2. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - you are conservative and aggressive. Green - your soul is relaxed and you are laid back Blue - you are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love. Yellow- you are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.
3. If your initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love to give in friendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.
4. If you were born in: Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will last long and the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.
5. If you chose..... Black: Your life will take on a different direction,it will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.
6. This person is your best friend.
7. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.
8. If you chose: Sydney: You like adventure... Brisbane: You are a laid back person.
9. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.
this is the stupidest story ever. ahahs rather funny too la. haha read read!
Jim and Mary were both patients in a Mental Hospital.
One day, while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool,
Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank like a stone to the bottom and stayed there. Mary promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled him out. When the medical director became aware of Mary's heroic act, he immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as he now considered her to be mentally stable .
When he went to tell her the news, he said,
"Mary, I have good news & bad news. The good
news is you're being discharged because since you
were able to jump in and save the life of another
patient, I think you've regained your senses".
"The bad news is that Jim, the patient you saved,
hanged himself in the bathroom with the belt of
his robe. I am so sorry, but he's dead".
Mary replied, "He didn't hang himself, I put him there to dry"
Jim and Mary were both patients in a Mental Hospital.
One day, while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool,
Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank like a stone to the bottom and stayed there. Mary promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled him out. When the medical director became aware of Mary's heroic act, he immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as he now considered her to be mentally stable .
When he went to tell her the news, he said,
"Mary, I have good news & bad news. The good
news is you're being discharged because since you
were able to jump in and save the life of another
patient, I think you've regained your senses".
"The bad news is that Jim, the patient you saved,
hanged himself in the bathroom with the belt of
his robe. I am so sorry, but he's dead".
Mary replied, "He didn't hang himself, I put him there to dry"
I just wanted to share with all of you people the flyer i got from a health center.
It stated the important facts of the DON'Ts after meal...
PLEASE DO READ THEM AND FOLLOW THOSE STEPS!!!!!!
After reading it,pass it to your love ones and your friends who you love so that they will know the important DON'Ts after meal.
Below are 7 DON'Ts after meal:
1.DON'T smoke
-Experiment from expert prove that smoking a cigarette after meal is comparable to smoking 10 cigarette (chances of cancer higher)
2.DON'T eat fruit immediately
-Immediately eat fruit after meal will cause stomach to be bloated with air. Therefore take fruit 1-2 hr after meal or 1 hr before meal.
3.DON'T drink tea
-The substance will cause the protein content in the food we consume to be harden thus difficult to digest.
4.DON'T loosen your belt
-Loosen belt after meal will easily caused the intestine to be twisted & block
5.DON'T bath
- Bathing will cause the increase of blood flow to the hands, legs & body thus the amount of blood around stomach will therefore decrease. This will weaken the digestive system in our stomach.
6.DON'T walk about
-People always say that after meal walk hundred step will live till 99.In actual fact this is not true. Walking will cause the digestive system unable to absorb the nutrition from the food we intake.
7.DON'T sleep immediately
-The food we intake were unable to digest properly.Thus will lead to gastric & infection in our intestine.
It stated the important facts of the DON'Ts after meal...
PLEASE DO READ THEM AND FOLLOW THOSE STEPS!!!!!!
After reading it,pass it to your love ones and your friends who you love so that they will know the important DON'Ts after meal.
Below are 7 DON'Ts after meal:
1.DON'T smoke
-Experiment from expert prove that smoking a cigarette after meal is comparable to smoking 10 cigarette (chances of cancer higher)
2.DON'T eat fruit immediately
-Immediately eat fruit after meal will cause stomach to be bloated with air. Therefore take fruit 1-2 hr after meal or 1 hr before meal.
3.DON'T drink tea
-The substance will cause the protein content in the food we consume to be harden thus difficult to digest.
4.DON'T loosen your belt
-Loosen belt after meal will easily caused the intestine to be twisted & block
5.DON'T bath
- Bathing will cause the increase of blood flow to the hands, legs & body thus the amount of blood around stomach will therefore decrease. This will weaken the digestive system in our stomach.
6.DON'T walk about
-People always say that after meal walk hundred step will live till 99.In actual fact this is not true. Walking will cause the digestive system unable to absorb the nutrition from the food we intake.
7.DON'T sleep immediately
-The food we intake were unable to digest properly.Thus will lead to gastric & infection in our intestine.
Thursday, November 27, 2003
okae heres an update of me.
i haf new clothes....
i haf red hair......
my sis is back!
my supp paper went horribly...
ive been eatin too much (ahaha)
ive been smsing very little...
ive been watchin telly much less now...
ive been tokg onta fone much less now...
ive been slpg much less now....
hahah the back few lines were really weird eh? i dunno wot happened to me. ughh. hahahs damn funny. my sis is singing very loudly behind me now! hahas a BIT off tune. ahahahs love ya guys still! keep in touch ya! X)
i haf new clothes....
i haf red hair......
my sis is back!
my supp paper went horribly...
ive been eatin too much (ahaha)
ive been smsing very little...
ive been watchin telly much less now...
ive been tokg onta fone much less now...
ive been slpg much less now....
hahah the back few lines were really weird eh? i dunno wot happened to me. ughh. hahahs damn funny. my sis is singing very loudly behind me now! hahas a BIT off tune. ahahahs love ya guys still! keep in touch ya! X)
Saturday, November 22, 2003
when u are sad .............. ill dry ur tears!
when u are scared ........ ill comfort ur fears!
when ure worried ........... ill gifya hope!
when ure confused ......... ill help ya cope!
when ure lost ............ & cant see e lite
i shall be ur beacon ............... shinning ever so brite!
**** dis is my oath ............ i pledge till the end. ******
why u may ask?
COS URE MY EVADEAREZ FREN AND I LOVE YA! x) -WINKS-
when u are scared ........ ill comfort ur fears!
when ure worried ........... ill gifya hope!
when ure confused ......... ill help ya cope!
when ure lost ............ & cant see e lite
i shall be ur beacon ............... shinning ever so brite!
**** dis is my oath ............ i pledge till the end. ******
why u may ask?
COS URE MY EVADEAREZ FREN AND I LOVE YA! x) -WINKS-
Wish For You > >
I wish....
>
You happiness on a cloudy day.
>
Blue skies to chase your cares away.
>
A breath of fresh air when you are feeling down.
>
Anything to get rid of that frown.
>
A sprinkle of rain,
>
And a life free of pain.
>
I wish you warmth from the rays of the sun
>
And a lifetime of joy and fun.
I wish....
>
You happiness on a cloudy day.
>
Blue skies to chase your cares away.
>
A breath of fresh air when you are feeling down.
>
Anything to get rid of that frown.
>
A sprinkle of rain,
>
And a life free of pain.
>
I wish you warmth from the rays of the sun
>
And a lifetime of joy and fun.
ahahh hist is over. but i tink i maybe over too. haix. doesnt matter. had a wonderful day with my OLD charms and chums todae. ahhahas love dem! took lotsa lotsa neoprints! (ask cheri) ahahs. even went to plae bishibashi! ahha tht was absolutely hilarious! bought lotsa stuff. but definitely not enuf! im gonna go on a wonderful shoppin spree soon! heeeee! ahhahs . okae. been hating the net the past few wks and nows no diff so gtg! btw. ADELE PILLAI WENJIE ii haf very impt info fer ya. ud be very interested and happy to find out. ahhahaha. X)
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
wOahOhHoo~
i am a 4.
mmmms. *tsktsk*
To find your love attitude number, add your
birth month and your birth date together. Keep
reducing it until it's a single digit.
Example: August 20
= 8 + 20 = 28
= 2 + 8 = 10
= 1 + 0 = 1
Thus, the love attitude number is = 1
1
You're charming imaginative and independent.
Usually your style is ahead of others, you know
what's in and what's way out. Sometimes you're a
ittle too aggressive when it comes to pursuing a
love interest. You've a way of drawing attention
wherever you go and this dramatic flare usually
attracts the strongest guys. Your competitive
nature either draws or repels guys/gals but
those who can't handle your power aren't your
type anyway. At times you can be possessive,
manipulating and demanding with your friends and
in love relationships. You like guys/gals with
lots of intelligence and knock them dead good
looks don't hurt either.
2
Your love nature is sentimental, romantic and
kind. Your easygoing, mild manner allows almost
everyone to feel very comfortable with you -
especially shy guys/gals. Your modesty and tact
enable you to get along easily with both sexes.
You're a natural peacemaker and can be very
persuasive with words, which helps you to gain
the respect of your classmates. You can also be
too sensitive at times, and your greatest
drawback is a lack of confidence to stand up for
yourself in conflict. Your favorite type of
guy/gal is a gentle, affectionate one who is
also strong and playful. A great sense of humor
is also a must. A guy/gal who loves to listen to
music and dance should rank high on your list of
favorites, too.
3
You're imaginative, fun-loving, trill-seeking
and expressive. You're so charming that you
attract many friends and you're almost never
lacking guys/gals. In your earlier years, you
maybe totally shy and self-conscious, but you'll
lose those qualities in the high-school years.
You can be sort of vain or even a bit of a show-
off when you get caught up in exciting events in
your life, but you usually redeem yourself in
some playful way before you lose a friend.
Jealousy shows its ugly head sometimes, but
generally you aren't affected by it unless your
guy tries to provoke it. In the guy department,
you refer the athletic or artistic types. You're
in absolute heaven when you find both of those
qualities in the same guy. When you're looking
for love, a guy who can make you laugh scores
points, big time!
4
You tend to be loyal, dedicated and good-
hearted. You're one of the most diligent
students when you really try, and you tend to
make your schoolwork a priority. You also
express those same qualities in your love
relationship. No one is more faithful and
trusting than you. In fact, those tendencies can
be a little negative in your romantic life. It
give you the respect and love you deserve. You
can be stubborn and a bit of a
troublemaker if the mood strikes you but you can
usually dig yourself out of that hole just in
time to stay out of major trouble. You usually
fall for extremes when choosing a love mate -
he/she is good-looking, too, but that's not a
major consideration for you.
5
Your love attitude is adventurous, charismatic
and spontaneous. You're creative and adaptable,
and you can come up with the most exciting and
sometimes daring things to do. Your quick
intelligence and way with words help get you out
of the problems that come with being flirtatious
and laying hard to get. You need to pay close
attention to your personal values because you
love to try new and different things and easily
go along with the crowd and the consequences can
put extra strain on your relationship with a
boy/girl. You like guys who have great bodies
and good looks, along with exceptional brain
and high grades. It helps if they're highly
athletic or involved in as many activities as
you,otherwise you might get bored! Variety is
the key to your love attitude number.
6
You're warm, loving, devoted and affectionate.
Your outgoing, thoughtful nature attracts many
boyfriends/girlfriends to you, and usually some
of the nicest guys too. Because of your need to
care, you can end up in a relationship that
requires too much care-taking to make it
balanced. Since home and family play important
roles in your life, you're unlikely to be
attracted to guys/gals who your parents wouldn't
like. Sometimes you've a slight jealous streak
but it doesn't last long. Some people
with this love attitude number are prone to
making harsh judgments of others, especially
when others don't share your set of values.
You're especially attracted to the good looking,
boy- next-door type who is smart as well as a
gentleman.
7
Your love nature is thoughtful, poetic, mystical
and mysterious. A few people with love attitude
number seven are class clowns, and they usually
attract guys/gals who like to be given
a hard time. But most of you are the quiet,
reserved types who dislike calling attention to
yourself. Your type generally attracts guys
who feel the same way you do. Your defined,
independent and secretive nature is very
alluring to certain guys/gays. At times, you can
also be somewhat fault-finding and a little
demanding in your love relationship and with
friends. You're mostly attracted to guys/gals
who aren't like all the rest; a loner easily
attracts you. And, if he/she reads alot and
enjoy learning, he/she is especially perfect for
you.
8
Your love attitude is confident, powerful and
exciting. This number usually makes for a very
conscientious student, someone who put
schoolwork ahead of a social life. However,
you also enjoy being a leader among your
classmates and will seek offices or other
positions that enable you to use your leadership
skills. Because of this, you can be somewhat
intimidating to certain guys/gals. You can also
be a little too intense, bossy and jealous for
your own good. Your love match is definitely
someone who is smart, handsome/pretty and
popular. You like quality over quantity and will
usually wait until the guy/gal with the best
attributes comes along.
9
You've a sophisticated attitude that's also
generous and considerate. Your responsible,
charitable nature may find you attracting
guys/gals who want someone to confide in or who
makes them feel secure. At a very young age, you
developed the type of personality that makes
others feel safe and protected. You'll carry
these qualities into your adult years and, down
the road, you'll be a good mom/dad because of
them. On the negative side, you can be
argumentative and overly emotional, and you >
usually possess a temper that can make everyone
run for cover. You like the kind of guy/gal who
is responsible and impeccably dressed and has
gorgeous eyes and a great body. Charm, with
and brilliance could make him the perfect
guy/gal for you
i am a 4.
mmmms. *tsktsk*
To find your love attitude number, add your
birth month and your birth date together. Keep
reducing it until it's a single digit.
Example: August 20
= 8 + 20 = 28
= 2 + 8 = 10
= 1 + 0 = 1
Thus, the love attitude number is = 1
1
You're charming imaginative and independent.
Usually your style is ahead of others, you know
what's in and what's way out. Sometimes you're a
ittle too aggressive when it comes to pursuing a
love interest. You've a way of drawing attention
wherever you go and this dramatic flare usually
attracts the strongest guys. Your competitive
nature either draws or repels guys/gals but
those who can't handle your power aren't your
type anyway. At times you can be possessive,
manipulating and demanding with your friends and
in love relationships. You like guys/gals with
lots of intelligence and knock them dead good
looks don't hurt either.
2
Your love nature is sentimental, romantic and
kind. Your easygoing, mild manner allows almost
everyone to feel very comfortable with you -
especially shy guys/gals. Your modesty and tact
enable you to get along easily with both sexes.
You're a natural peacemaker and can be very
persuasive with words, which helps you to gain
the respect of your classmates. You can also be
too sensitive at times, and your greatest
drawback is a lack of confidence to stand up for
yourself in conflict. Your favorite type of
guy/gal is a gentle, affectionate one who is
also strong and playful. A great sense of humor
is also a must. A guy/gal who loves to listen to
music and dance should rank high on your list of
favorites, too.
3
You're imaginative, fun-loving, trill-seeking
and expressive. You're so charming that you
attract many friends and you're almost never
lacking guys/gals. In your earlier years, you
maybe totally shy and self-conscious, but you'll
lose those qualities in the high-school years.
You can be sort of vain or even a bit of a show-
off when you get caught up in exciting events in
your life, but you usually redeem yourself in
some playful way before you lose a friend.
Jealousy shows its ugly head sometimes, but
generally you aren't affected by it unless your
guy tries to provoke it. In the guy department,
you refer the athletic or artistic types. You're
in absolute heaven when you find both of those
qualities in the same guy. When you're looking
for love, a guy who can make you laugh scores
points, big time!
4
You tend to be loyal, dedicated and good-
hearted. You're one of the most diligent
students when you really try, and you tend to
make your schoolwork a priority. You also
express those same qualities in your love
relationship. No one is more faithful and
trusting than you. In fact, those tendencies can
be a little negative in your romantic life. It
give you the respect and love you deserve. You
can be stubborn and a bit of a
troublemaker if the mood strikes you but you can
usually dig yourself out of that hole just in
time to stay out of major trouble. You usually
fall for extremes when choosing a love mate -
he/she is good-looking, too, but that's not a
major consideration for you.
5
Your love attitude is adventurous, charismatic
and spontaneous. You're creative and adaptable,
and you can come up with the most exciting and
sometimes daring things to do. Your quick
intelligence and way with words help get you out
of the problems that come with being flirtatious
and laying hard to get. You need to pay close
attention to your personal values because you
love to try new and different things and easily
go along with the crowd and the consequences can
put extra strain on your relationship with a
boy/girl. You like guys who have great bodies
and good looks, along with exceptional brain
and high grades. It helps if they're highly
athletic or involved in as many activities as
you,otherwise you might get bored! Variety is
the key to your love attitude number.
6
You're warm, loving, devoted and affectionate.
Your outgoing, thoughtful nature attracts many
boyfriends/girlfriends to you, and usually some
of the nicest guys too. Because of your need to
care, you can end up in a relationship that
requires too much care-taking to make it
balanced. Since home and family play important
roles in your life, you're unlikely to be
attracted to guys/gals who your parents wouldn't
like. Sometimes you've a slight jealous streak
but it doesn't last long. Some people
with this love attitude number are prone to
making harsh judgments of others, especially
when others don't share your set of values.
You're especially attracted to the good looking,
boy- next-door type who is smart as well as a
gentleman.
7
Your love nature is thoughtful, poetic, mystical
and mysterious. A few people with love attitude
number seven are class clowns, and they usually
attract guys/gals who like to be given
a hard time. But most of you are the quiet,
reserved types who dislike calling attention to
yourself. Your type generally attracts guys
who feel the same way you do. Your defined,
independent and secretive nature is very
alluring to certain guys/gays. At times, you can
also be somewhat fault-finding and a little
demanding in your love relationship and with
friends. You're mostly attracted to guys/gals
who aren't like all the rest; a loner easily
attracts you. And, if he/she reads alot and
enjoy learning, he/she is especially perfect for
you.
8
Your love attitude is confident, powerful and
exciting. This number usually makes for a very
conscientious student, someone who put
schoolwork ahead of a social life. However,
you also enjoy being a leader among your
classmates and will seek offices or other
positions that enable you to use your leadership
skills. Because of this, you can be somewhat
intimidating to certain guys/gals. You can also
be a little too intense, bossy and jealous for
your own good. Your love match is definitely
someone who is smart, handsome/pretty and
popular. You like quality over quantity and will
usually wait until the guy/gal with the best
attributes comes along.
9
You've a sophisticated attitude that's also
generous and considerate. Your responsible,
charitable nature may find you attracting
guys/gals who want someone to confide in or who
makes them feel secure. At a very young age, you
developed the type of personality that makes
others feel safe and protected. You'll carry
these qualities into your adult years and, down
the road, you'll be a good mom/dad because of
them. On the negative side, you can be
argumentative and overly emotional, and you >
usually possess a temper that can make everyone
run for cover. You like the kind of guy/gal who
is responsible and impeccably dressed and has
gorgeous eyes and a great body. Charm, with
and brilliance could make him the perfect
guy/gal for you
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*
People live, but people die. I want to tell you that
you are a friend.
If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)
you would bein my heart.
Would I be in yours?
i hope i am! hehehehe.
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*
People live, but people die. I want to tell you that
you are a friend.
If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)
you would bein my heart.
Would I be in yours?
i hope i am! hehehehe.
This is a test of the Emergency Friendship System
....... A Friend....
(A)ccepts you as you are
(B)elieves in "you"
(C)alls you just to say "HI"
(D)oesn't give up on you
(E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
(F)orgives your mistakes
(G)ives unconditionally
(H)elps you
(I)nvites you over
(J)ust "be" with you
(K)eeps you close at heart
(L)oves you for who you are
(M)akes a difference in your life
(N)ever Judges
(O)ffer support
(P)icks you up
(Q)uiets your fears
(R)aises your spirits
(S)ays nice things about you
(T)ells you the truth when you need tohear it
(U)nderstands you
(V)alues you
(W)alks beside you
(X)-plains thing you don't understand
(Y)ells when you won't listen and
(Z)aps you back to reality
....... A Friend....
(A)ccepts you as you are
(B)elieves in "you"
(C)alls you just to say "HI"
(D)oesn't give up on you
(E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
(F)orgives your mistakes
(G)ives unconditionally
(H)elps you
(I)nvites you over
(J)ust "be" with you
(K)eeps you close at heart
(L)oves you for who you are
(M)akes a difference in your life
(N)ever Judges
(O)ffer support
(P)icks you up
(Q)uiets your fears
(R)aises your spirits
(S)ays nice things about you
(T)ells you the truth when you need tohear it
(U)nderstands you
(V)alues you
(W)alks beside you
(X)-plains thing you don't understand
(Y)ells when you won't listen and
(Z)aps you back to reality
Saturday, November 08, 2003
especially fer B.U.T.T X)
okae my dearie! this whole entry is fer ya. hey wots this entry abt ya bein dumb or sth and who rya angry with my gdness! cool down okae? hee. anw. yesyes. we'll do the heart tingy and go around climbin all the ladders u want okae? ahahahs i still rem. the four of us. so fun!!! gdness me. when i climbed up i seriously tot i was gna slip and fall . i mean it was so damn high!!! and der were no safety nets or sth. we were jus climbin from e condos highest floor!??! -pengs- ahahhh it was rli fun tho! rem we wld go to the highest floor near the tennis area and sit down and plae bridge!? hee. tht was fun. and all e food tht we'd slowly...carefully and happily transport up!? hee. rem our nite swims? oh my gdness. i cant help but rem e time we had this stupid art comp? den we made e dress? gdness. everyone else like sewed and stuff and we actually MADE it! ahhas with all the dyes and stuff and it had a plant and the sea and the urms.. sun? and all the tonings! ahahs . cant blif it. we spent like a million yrs on it?! ahahs. den inta end e material was so STARCHY & STRETCHY ahahs but it was really great and i was really proud of it! was really our work of it man. too bad we din take any photos of it did we? i wished we took lotsa photos of us doin all e work and stuff. so many memories.... sucha pity its only etched in our head. haiz. okae anyhow... ahhas im very happy tht ya dedicated one silly little entry to me too! luvya so much fer tht! ahhas ur production and stuff sounds fantastic! am glad ur enjoyin urself. ahhas hey!!!!! i wanna share a room and a hse with u!! so nonono! u must wait for me! hmphfs. we're spse to live tog rem!??! okae. and yes i do not haf short term memory okae! hahas. hmm. rem to try to convince ur mom okae? hmm lets see. alrite we shall study (mentally) tog okae? cant blif my hist sup is in exactly 2 weeks! -faints- ahahhas . okae. rem to reply (dis and leta) asap okae! and reply lots too! luvya and tc. will alws be der fer ya okae!? thru gd times and bad. we're stuck tog rem? ahhas . i love my butttt! :)
okae my dearie! this whole entry is fer ya. hey wots this entry abt ya bein dumb or sth and who rya angry with my gdness! cool down okae? hee. anw. yesyes. we'll do the heart tingy and go around climbin all the ladders u want okae? ahahahs i still rem. the four of us. so fun!!! gdness me. when i climbed up i seriously tot i was gna slip and fall . i mean it was so damn high!!! and der were no safety nets or sth. we were jus climbin from e condos highest floor!??! -pengs- ahahhh it was rli fun tho! rem we wld go to the highest floor near the tennis area and sit down and plae bridge!? hee. tht was fun. and all e food tht we'd slowly...carefully and happily transport up!? hee. rem our nite swims? oh my gdness. i cant help but rem e time we had this stupid art comp? den we made e dress? gdness. everyone else like sewed and stuff and we actually MADE it! ahhas with all the dyes and stuff and it had a plant and the sea and the urms.. sun? and all the tonings! ahahs . cant blif it. we spent like a million yrs on it?! ahahs. den inta end e material was so STARCHY & STRETCHY ahahs but it was really great and i was really proud of it! was really our work of it man. too bad we din take any photos of it did we? i wished we took lotsa photos of us doin all e work and stuff. so many memories.... sucha pity its only etched in our head. haiz. okae anyhow... ahhas im very happy tht ya dedicated one silly little entry to me too! luvya so much fer tht! ahhas ur production and stuff sounds fantastic! am glad ur enjoyin urself. ahhas hey!!!!! i wanna share a room and a hse with u!! so nonono! u must wait for me! hmphfs. we're spse to live tog rem!??! okae. and yes i do not haf short term memory okae! hahas. hmm. rem to try to convince ur mom okae? hmm lets see. alrite we shall study (mentally) tog okae? cant blif my hist sup is in exactly 2 weeks! -faints- ahahhas . okae. rem to reply (dis and leta) asap okae! and reply lots too! luvya and tc. will alws be der fer ya okae!? thru gd times and bad. we're stuck tog rem? ahhas . i love my butttt! :)
Sunday, November 02, 2003
ahahas.. im extremely amused with jose's peppas new nick! haah i shall call him apa ini! ahahahah who ask her name it peppa? lols. hahas bet shes onta verge of plottin sum seriously calculated and effective methods to kill me (jus like garibaldi n mazzini combined!!! ) wahahha.. oops. sorry private joke. ahhas. anw. apa ini is really spoilt! ahahha by her owner of course. ahahhas joseph ah.. cannot continue lidat okae?? if not the lil doggy will turn out like u! ahhaah. jk. joseph joseph... hope ur doin rli great!??! so sum1 is a blog pro eh? ahahah den u can assis shuwen ta help me polish up (a great deal) this silly bloggy of mine? ahahhas.... yay!!! dya like e butterfly pin ting? tht i bought? hahhas must ans this qns ah! ahahhas. cya tmr jose! yay! X)
shuwen the monkey! ahhahas... u are one amusin person wot can i sae. hahas hope ur dae ata beach was fantastic yah? ahahah... thanks for editing and improvin my blog! ahah i tink u did a great job! hahaah the song perks me up! ahaha makes me laugh until i wna DIE. u like it ah? ahahhaha.... yes monkey dog. (u urself sae u wna be called tht ah) ahahhas.
you better not put the dream on ur blog okae! it sounds retarded
ahahas. oops. tink this whole para like insulting u a little lidat ah? ahahhas... paiseh. okae. u are a very very nice lil helpful monkey!
shuwen the monkey! ahhahas... u are one amusin person wot can i sae. hahas hope ur dae ata beach was fantastic yah? ahahah... thanks for editing and improvin my blog! ahah i tink u did a great job! hahaah the song perks me up! ahaha makes me laugh until i wna DIE. u like it ah? ahahhaha.... yes monkey dog. (u urself sae u wna be called tht ah) ahahhas.
you better not put the dream on ur blog okae! it sounds retarded
ahahas. oops. tink this whole para like insulting u a little lidat ah? ahahhas... paiseh. okae. u are a very very nice lil helpful monkey!
IF I GIVE MY HEART TO YOU
If I give my heart to you
Will you handle it with care?
Will you always treat me tenderly?
And in every way we feel
If I give my heart to you
Will you give me all the love?
Will you swear that you'll be true to me?
By the light that shines above
Will you side with me when I'm sad?
Smile with me when I'm glad
And always be as you are with me tonight
Think it over and be sure
Please don't answer 'til you do
Will you promise all these things to me?
Then I'll give my heart to you
Will you side with me when I'm sad?
Smile with me when I'm glad
And always be as you are with me tonight
Think it over and be sure
Please don't answer 'til you do
Will you promise all these things to me?
Then I'll give my heart to you
Think it over and be sure
Please don't answer 'til you do
Will you promise all these things to me?
Then I'll give my heart to you
If I give my heart to you
Will you handle it with care?
Will you always treat me tenderly?
And in every way we feel
If I give my heart to you
Will you give me all the love?
Will you swear that you'll be true to me?
By the light that shines above
Will you side with me when I'm sad?
Smile with me when I'm glad
And always be as you are with me tonight
Think it over and be sure
Please don't answer 'til you do
Will you promise all these things to me?
Then I'll give my heart to you
Will you side with me when I'm sad?
Smile with me when I'm glad
And always be as you are with me tonight
Think it over and be sure
Please don't answer 'til you do
Will you promise all these things to me?
Then I'll give my heart to you
Think it over and be sure
Please don't answer 'til you do
Will you promise all these things to me?
Then I'll give my heart to you
ANYTHING FOR YOU :)
Anything for you
Though you're not here
Since you said we're through
It seems like years
Time keeps draggin' on and on
And forever's been and gone
Still I can't figure what went wrong
I'd still do anything for you
I'll play your game
You hurt me through and through
But you can have your way
I can't pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And though you'll never see me cryin'
You know inside I feel like dyin'
And I'd do anything for you
In spite of it all
I've learned so much from you
You made me strong
Don't you ever think I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye
I hope you find someone to please you
Someone who'll care and never leave you
But if that someone ever hurts you
You just might need a friend to turn to
And I'd do anything for you
I'll give you up
That's what I should do
To make you happy
I can't pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And though inside I feel like dyin'
You know you'll never see me cryin'
Don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye.
Don't want to say goodbye
Anything for you
Though you're not here
Since you said we're through
It seems like years
Time keeps draggin' on and on
And forever's been and gone
Still I can't figure what went wrong
I'd still do anything for you
I'll play your game
You hurt me through and through
But you can have your way
I can't pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And though you'll never see me cryin'
You know inside I feel like dyin'
And I'd do anything for you
In spite of it all
I've learned so much from you
You made me strong
Don't you ever think I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye
I hope you find someone to please you
Someone who'll care and never leave you
But if that someone ever hurts you
You just might need a friend to turn to
And I'd do anything for you
I'll give you up
That's what I should do
To make you happy
I can't pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And though inside I feel like dyin'
You know you'll never see me cryin'
Don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye.
Don't want to say goodbye
Saturday, November 01, 2003
jose jose jose! this definitely reminds me of you. hahas now everytime i hear this song... ill be reminded of you singing it and the silly musical itself. ahhas. thanks for jus bein there. hahhah. ur really one of the few frens i haf left tht i can really trust and stuff. hope ur not upset or netin k? i meant every word i wrote onta back of tht bookmark. really pretty eh? words simply cannot express my gratitude towards you. love ya ALOT
great blog ya haf der btw. esp love ya doggie! heehee. as cute as ever.
Like children need their mother
Like rivers need a sea
Like lovers need each other
Like prisons need a key
Like winter nights need fire
Like temples need a shrine
Like lovers need desire
Like prophets need a sign
This is my only chance
Love open my heart
Years of broken dreams all in the past
This is my only chance
Love make me a part
Of someone who loves at last
great blog ya haf der btw. esp love ya doggie! heehee. as cute as ever.
Like children need their mother
Like rivers need a sea
Like lovers need each other
Like prisons need a key
Like winter nights need fire
Like temples need a shrine
Like lovers need desire
Like prophets need a sign
This is my only chance
Love open my heart
Years of broken dreams all in the past
This is my only chance
Love make me a part
Of someone who loves at last
haiz hist sub paper i cant blif it. anyway. hahaha im finally bloggin again yeah. oh well. nowadays everything feels so strange. i hate practically everything now. and even people! hmmm.... bad bad. i especially hate training! i hate everything abt cjc. ugh. tink im goin on a hatin spree. feel like going overseas then i can be with all my darlings. miss all the people der alot! its like. for now i can only relate to them. deyve been with me for so long. dey understand me the best. deyr practically the only reason why im still breathing. dey were the ones tht saw me thru the few days of numbness and depression. in fact they were the only few whom i told of my "depression" . others din even know anything of it. dey were the ones who comforted me when i was truly depressed. dey were the only few who knew tht i was even depressed inta first place. wota hell am i doin here anyway. i really wish my parents wld jus one day (soon) spring upon me a gd news.... tht we'd be migratin overseas and i wld leave all this shit behind. but i know tht will nv happen. all i can do is live in my dreams. haiz. I HATE EVERYTHING HERE!!!!!!
of cos der r a few of u all tht r exceptions! only a few tho. haiz.
ps : some of you pple are seriously gettin on my nerves as well. i wish ud jus go away and leave me alone. im gettin sick of ya! sick of u and ur hypocriticisms... ur 'cuteness' ur sickeningly sweet ways...ur irritatingly irritating self. it jus sickens me. ahAGHAGHAHG!
of cos der r a few of u all tht r exceptions! only a few tho. haiz.
ps : some of you pple are seriously gettin on my nerves as well. i wish ud jus go away and leave me alone. im gettin sick of ya! sick of u and ur hypocriticisms... ur 'cuteness' ur sickeningly sweet ways...ur irritatingly irritating self. it jus sickens me. ahAGHAGHAHG!
MY OATH TO YOU...
When you are sad.....I will dry your tears.
When you are scared.....I will comfort your fears.
When you are worried.....I will give you hope.
When you are confused.....I will help you cope.
And when you are lost.....And can't see the light....
I shall be your beacon.....Shining ever so bright
This is my oath.....I pledge till the end. Why you may ask?.....Because you're my friend.
Some people come into our lives and quickly go.
Some stay for a while and leave footprints.
And we are never, ever the same.
+ love ya all!!!! + takkaire dearies
When you are sad.....I will dry your tears.
When you are scared.....I will comfort your fears.
When you are worried.....I will give you hope.
When you are confused.....I will help you cope.
And when you are lost.....And can't see the light....
I shall be your beacon.....Shining ever so bright
This is my oath.....I pledge till the end. Why you may ask?.....Because you're my friend.
Some people come into our lives and quickly go.
Some stay for a while and leave footprints.
And we are never, ever the same.
+ love ya all!!!! + takkaire dearies
The Price of a Miracle
A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured all the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise.
Nothing.
She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster.
No good.
Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it!
"And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. "I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without waiting for a reply to his question.
"Well, I want to talk to you about my brother," Tess answered back in the same annoyed tone. "He's really, really sick... and I want to buy a miracle."
"I beg your pardon?" said the pharmacist.
"His name is Andrew and he has something bad growing inside his head and my Daddy says only a miracle can save him now. So how much does a miracle cost?"
"We don't sell miracles here, little girl. I'm sorry but I can't help you," the pharmacist said, softening
a little.
"Listen, I have the money to pay for it. If it isn't enough, I will get the rest. Just tell me how much it
costs."
The pharmacist's brother was a well dressed man. He stooped down and asked the little girl, "What kind of a miracle does your brother need?"
"I don't know," Tess replied with her eyes welling up. "I just know he's really sick and Mommy says he needs an operation. But my Daddy can't pay for it, so I want to use my money".
"How much do you have?" asked the man from Chicago.
"One dollar and eleven cents," Tess answered barely audibly. "And it's all the Money I have, but I can get some more if I need to."
"Well, what a coincidence," smiled the man. "A dollar and eleven cents-the exact price of a miracle for little brothers."
He took her money in one hand and with the other hand he grasped her mitten and said "Take me to where you live. I want to see your brother and meet your parents. Let's see if I have the kind of miracle you need." That well dressed man was Dr. Carlton Armstrong, a surgeon, specializing in neuro-surgery. The operation was completed without charge and it wasn't long until Andrew was home again and doing well. Mom and Dad were happily talking about the chain of events that had led them to this place.
"That surgery," her Mom whispered. "was a real miracle. I wonder how much it would have cost?"
Tess smiled. She knew exactly how much a miracle cost... one dollar and eleven cents ...... plus the
faith of a little child. A miracle is not the suspension of natural law, but the operation of a higher law...... (A TRUE STORY)
A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured all the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise.
Nothing.
She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster.
No good.
Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it!
"And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. "I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without waiting for a reply to his question.
"Well, I want to talk to you about my brother," Tess answered back in the same annoyed tone. "He's really, really sick... and I want to buy a miracle."
"I beg your pardon?" said the pharmacist.
"His name is Andrew and he has something bad growing inside his head and my Daddy says only a miracle can save him now. So how much does a miracle cost?"
"We don't sell miracles here, little girl. I'm sorry but I can't help you," the pharmacist said, softening
a little.
"Listen, I have the money to pay for it. If it isn't enough, I will get the rest. Just tell me how much it
costs."
The pharmacist's brother was a well dressed man. He stooped down and asked the little girl, "What kind of a miracle does your brother need?"
"I don't know," Tess replied with her eyes welling up. "I just know he's really sick and Mommy says he needs an operation. But my Daddy can't pay for it, so I want to use my money".
"How much do you have?" asked the man from Chicago.
"One dollar and eleven cents," Tess answered barely audibly. "And it's all the Money I have, but I can get some more if I need to."
"Well, what a coincidence," smiled the man. "A dollar and eleven cents-the exact price of a miracle for little brothers."
He took her money in one hand and with the other hand he grasped her mitten and said "Take me to where you live. I want to see your brother and meet your parents. Let's see if I have the kind of miracle you need." That well dressed man was Dr. Carlton Armstrong, a surgeon, specializing in neuro-surgery. The operation was completed without charge and it wasn't long until Andrew was home again and doing well. Mom and Dad were happily talking about the chain of events that had led them to this place.
"That surgery," her Mom whispered. "was a real miracle. I wonder how much it would have cost?"
Tess smiled. She knew exactly how much a miracle cost... one dollar and eleven cents ...... plus the
faith of a little child. A miracle is not the suspension of natural law, but the operation of a higher law...... (A TRUE STORY)
If poems can tell a thousand words
I shall make use of them to express everything.
Seriously,
your lit aint good
still i'm gonna make you understood,
be it a metapher,
you just need to decipher
Dun ruine your own future,
to think it's up to your teacher
dun think ten points aint nothing,
actually it means something,
Get up now and work harder,
without it you will suffer.
So turn back now and think twice
before it all turn soul
Dun be like Lady Macbeth,
all you know is grumble.
Day and night you shower,
thinking you're cleaner
but is your conscious another?
your conscious tell you you should,
but do you think you would?
you have others all around you
but do you think they'll hug you?
one day you will realise,
when it has all finalize,
that what i said was right
when we are out of sight.
all this may have cut you
like a hundred stabbing knives
so wake up now, stop ruining your life
you just gotta fight!
"C'mon dun be afraid"
you just gotta be brave,
so you dun cry over your grave!
I shall make use of them to express everything.
Seriously,
your lit aint good
still i'm gonna make you understood,
be it a metapher,
you just need to decipher
Dun ruine your own future,
to think it's up to your teacher
dun think ten points aint nothing,
actually it means something,
Get up now and work harder,
without it you will suffer.
So turn back now and think twice
before it all turn soul
Dun be like Lady Macbeth,
all you know is grumble.
Day and night you shower,
thinking you're cleaner
but is your conscious another?
your conscious tell you you should,
but do you think you would?
you have others all around you
but do you think they'll hug you?
one day you will realise,
when it has all finalize,
that what i said was right
when we are out of sight.
all this may have cut you
like a hundred stabbing knives
so wake up now, stop ruining your life
you just gotta fight!
"C'mon dun be afraid"
you just gotta be brave,
so you dun cry over your grave!
She's an ugly girl, does it make you want to kill her?
She's an ugly girl, do you want to kick in her face?
She's an ugly girl, she doesn't pose a threat.
She's an ugly girl, does that make you feel safe?
Ugly girl, ugly girl, do you hate her
Cause she's pieces of you?
She's a pretty girl, does she make you think nasty thoughts?
She's a pretty girl, do you want to tie her down?
She's a pretty girl, do you call her a bitch?
She's a pretty girl, did she sleep with your whole town?
Pretty girl, pretty girl, do you hate her
Cause she's pieces of you?
She's an ugly girl, do you want to kick in her face?
She's an ugly girl, she doesn't pose a threat.
She's an ugly girl, does that make you feel safe?
Ugly girl, ugly girl, do you hate her
Cause she's pieces of you?
She's a pretty girl, does she make you think nasty thoughts?
She's a pretty girl, do you want to tie her down?
She's a pretty girl, do you call her a bitch?
She's a pretty girl, did she sleep with your whole town?
Pretty girl, pretty girl, do you hate her
Cause she's pieces of you?
Tell me what it's like to be with you
Remind me of the things we use to do
And tell me that this time will never end
Tell me what it's like, tell me again
Everytime you stay
It never feels quite the same
And everytime you go
It hurts a way you'll never know
I guess your stories
Make me feel like it's alright now
Tell me what it's like to be with you
Remind me of the things we used to do
And tell me that this time will never end
Tell me what it's like, tell me again
Everything I fear
Shows itself everytime you're here
And everything I know
Leaves with you everytime that you go
Remind me of the things we use to do
And tell me that this time will never end
Tell me what it's like, tell me again
Everytime you stay
It never feels quite the same
And everytime you go
It hurts a way you'll never know
I guess your stories
Make me feel like it's alright now
Tell me what it's like to be with you
Remind me of the things we used to do
And tell me that this time will never end
Tell me what it's like, tell me again
Everything I fear
Shows itself everytime you're here
And everything I know
Leaves with you everytime that you go
Show me, show me, show me
How you do that trick
The one that makes me scream, she said
The one that makes me laugh, she said
And threw her arms around my neck
Show me how you do it
And I promise you, I promise that
I'll run away with you
Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed her face, I kissed her neck
And dreamed of all the different ways
I had to make her glow
"Why are you so far away", she said
"Won't you ever know that I'm in love with you,
That I'm in love with you?"
You soft and only
You lost and lonely
You strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water, you're just like a dream
Just like a dream
Daylight whipped me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I open up my eyes
I find myself alone, alone, alone
Above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved
And drowned her deep inside of me.
You soft and only
You lost and lonely
You just like heaven
» just like heaven, goldfinger
nice nice x)
How you do that trick
The one that makes me scream, she said
The one that makes me laugh, she said
And threw her arms around my neck
Show me how you do it
And I promise you, I promise that
I'll run away with you
Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed her face, I kissed her neck
And dreamed of all the different ways
I had to make her glow
"Why are you so far away", she said
"Won't you ever know that I'm in love with you,
That I'm in love with you?"
You soft and only
You lost and lonely
You strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water, you're just like a dream
Just like a dream
Daylight whipped me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I open up my eyes
I find myself alone, alone, alone
Above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved
And drowned her deep inside of me.
You soft and only
You lost and lonely
You just like heaven
» just like heaven, goldfinger
nice nice x)
heres a little something u guys shd take note of! X)
Time Never Goes Back
I received an email.. after sorting much of my email, I got this story which I think its pretty interesting...
After reading, I could relate my life with the story...Then, do self reflection after having completed reading
this article!
Once upon a time, there was a teacher and his student lying down under a big tree near a big grass area.
Then, suddenly, the student asked the teacher,
Student : Teacher, I'm confused, how can we find our soul-mate? Can you please help me?
Teacher : (Silent for few second, than he answer) Well, it's a pretty hard and easy question.
Student : (Thinking hard) Huh???
Teacher : Look on that way, there are a lot of grass there, why don't you walk there but please never walk backward, just walk straight ahead. On your way, try to find a beautiful grass and pick it up then give it to me. But just one.
Student : Well, ok then... wait for me... (walked straight ahead to the grass field).
A few minutes later...
Student : I'm back.
Teacher : Em, well I don't see any beautiful grass on your hand.
Student : On my journey, I found few beautiful grass, but I thought that I would find a better one, so I didn't pick it up. But I didn't realize that I'm at the end of the field, and I hadn't picked up any. Cause you told me not to go back, so I didn't go back.
Teacher : That's what happened in real life.
What is the message of this story?
* Grass - is people around you
* Beautiful Grass - is people that attract you
* Grass Field - is time
* In looking for your soulmate, please don't always compare and hope that there will be a better one. By doing that, you'll waste your lifetime, cause remember "Time Never Goes Back".
It applies the same in finding your ideal life partner, your suitable career or business, therefore the morale is LOVE & grab hold of the opportunity that you have now, don't waste time!
Time Never Goes Back
I received an email.. after sorting much of my email, I got this story which I think its pretty interesting...
After reading, I could relate my life with the story...Then, do self reflection after having completed reading
this article!
Once upon a time, there was a teacher and his student lying down under a big tree near a big grass area.
Then, suddenly, the student asked the teacher,
Student : Teacher, I'm confused, how can we find our soul-mate? Can you please help me?
Teacher : (Silent for few second, than he answer) Well, it's a pretty hard and easy question.
Student : (Thinking hard) Huh???
Teacher : Look on that way, there are a lot of grass there, why don't you walk there but please never walk backward, just walk straight ahead. On your way, try to find a beautiful grass and pick it up then give it to me. But just one.
Student : Well, ok then... wait for me... (walked straight ahead to the grass field).
A few minutes later...
Student : I'm back.
Teacher : Em, well I don't see any beautiful grass on your hand.
Student : On my journey, I found few beautiful grass, but I thought that I would find a better one, so I didn't pick it up. But I didn't realize that I'm at the end of the field, and I hadn't picked up any. Cause you told me not to go back, so I didn't go back.
Teacher : That's what happened in real life.
What is the message of this story?
* Grass - is people around you
* Beautiful Grass - is people that attract you
* Grass Field - is time
* In looking for your soulmate, please don't always compare and hope that there will be a better one. By doing that, you'll waste your lifetime, cause remember "Time Never Goes Back".
It applies the same in finding your ideal life partner, your suitable career or business, therefore the morale is LOVE & grab hold of the opportunity that you have now, don't waste time!
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
something rather interesting! for ya guys to check out~ heehe
Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in
> waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht
> the frist and lsat ltteer be at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a total
> mses and you can sitll raed it withuot porbelm.Tihs is bcuseae the huamn
> mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.
> Amzanig huh?
Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in
> waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht
> the frist and lsat ltteer be at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a total
> mses and you can sitll raed it withuot porbelm.Tihs is bcuseae the huamn
> mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.
> Amzanig huh?
IF I KNEW
If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.
There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear
Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.
love all of ya!!!!! X)
If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.
There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear
Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.
love all of ya!!!!! X)
Wednesday, October 08, 2003
kc >>>> ahaha glad evythg was fine. hey! lxg is damn nice wot. y disappointing?! i absolutely loved it! but i guess u shd watch lxg b4 poc. ahahs :) miss ya dear! im dyin over here.
haix. im stressed!!!!!!! econs and hist went terribly. somemore i tot econs cld get at least a C. but inta end. everything of it was horrendous! urghhh. i hate ALLOCATIVE efficient. jus bcos dey added tht. den prac evythg was limited. haix. so sad. oh well dunno wot im doin here when theres maths tml. but oh well here i am! haix....
haha silly jose silly jose!!! what ya doin now? silly jose silly jose she is at my hse! silly jose silly jose. our maths how? hahahas
ITS MUCH NICER MUCH NICER IN NICE!!@#%! ahhahas X)
haix. im stressed!!!!!!! econs and hist went terribly. somemore i tot econs cld get at least a C. but inta end. everything of it was horrendous! urghhh. i hate ALLOCATIVE efficient. jus bcos dey added tht. den prac evythg was limited. haix. so sad. oh well dunno wot im doin here when theres maths tml. but oh well here i am! haix....
haha silly jose silly jose!!! what ya doin now? silly jose silly jose she is at my hse! silly jose silly jose. our maths how? hahahas
ITS MUCH NICER MUCH NICER IN NICE!!@#%! ahhahas X)
Monday, September 29, 2003
See, baby
I know you done had your share of girls
I am more than confident
You won't ever have to search any streets for
affection
I got you
What kind of girl you like
I know my looks can be deceivin'
Tell me am I your type
My main goal is to please you
What's on the schedule tonight
Am I the reason you'll be treatin'
I hope you have an appetite
So tell me will you come and spend the night
My love is like...woah
My kiss is like...woah
My touch is like...woah
My sex is like...woah
My ass is like...woah
My body's like...woah
And you're kissin' it
So what you think of it
When will you come through
'Cause I'll be waitin' up right here
Can you bring some Belvedere
So we can pop the cork and cheers
Please have no fear Yeah
I just wanna love you right
I hope you have an appetite
So tell baby, will you come and spend the night?
My love is like...woah
My kiss is like...woah
My touch is like...woah
My sex is like...woah
My ass is like...woah
My body's like...woah
And you're kissin' it
So what you think of it
Hold me,
Oh my
Taste it,
Taste it
Hold me,
Oh My,
My
Hold me like you never wanna let me go
If you're likin' what you're tastin' Baby let me
know
See if you're gonna love me better love me strong
'Cause I want this love to love last all night long
My love is like...woah
My kiss is like...woah
My touch is like...woah
My sex is like...woah
My ass is like...woah
My body's like...woah
And you're kissin' it
So what you think of it
My love is like WOAH
My kiss is like WOAH
My touch is like WOAH
My sex is like WOAH
My ass is like WOAH
My body's like WOAH
And you're kissin' it
So what you think of it
love this song to bits!!! x)
I know you done had your share of girls
I am more than confident
You won't ever have to search any streets for
affection
I got you
What kind of girl you like
I know my looks can be deceivin'
Tell me am I your type
My main goal is to please you
What's on the schedule tonight
Am I the reason you'll be treatin'
I hope you have an appetite
So tell me will you come and spend the night
My love is like...woah
My kiss is like...woah
My touch is like...woah
My sex is like...woah
My ass is like...woah
My body's like...woah
And you're kissin' it
So what you think of it
When will you come through
'Cause I'll be waitin' up right here
Can you bring some Belvedere
So we can pop the cork and cheers
Please have no fear Yeah
I just wanna love you right
I hope you have an appetite
So tell baby, will you come and spend the night?
My love is like...woah
My kiss is like...woah
My touch is like...woah
My sex is like...woah
My ass is like...woah
My body's like...woah
And you're kissin' it
So what you think of it
Hold me,
Oh my
Taste it,
Taste it
Hold me,
Oh My,
My
Hold me like you never wanna let me go
If you're likin' what you're tastin' Baby let me
know
See if you're gonna love me better love me strong
'Cause I want this love to love last all night long
My love is like...woah
My kiss is like...woah
My touch is like...woah
My sex is like...woah
My ass is like...woah
My body's like...woah
And you're kissin' it
So what you think of it
My love is like WOAH
My kiss is like WOAH
My touch is like WOAH
My sex is like WOAH
My ass is like WOAH
My body's like WOAH
And you're kissin' it
So what you think of it
love this song to bits!!! x)
* *----------------- HAPPIE BDAE +DARLING+!! x) ------------------* *
rem to call me asap so we can open the pressie 'together' yeah? ahahhahs love ya love ya love ya! x) heeehee
yay!! :D hooray!
XyunX >>>>> ahhas hope u enjoyed ur dae! ahahs huggin u was not tht terrible la. ahhahas it was urms.... urms... hmm... pleasant? (nahh...) ahahhahs hope u had a wonderful time eatin ur silly cake yeah? haahhas the silly cake tht dirtied the silly table tht i spent so much time tryin to clean!!!!! urghh... broke my heart when i realised u guys were gna use my clean little table . ahahahs and we sang the stupid song so softly. ahhaahs at least we all realise we gta save mian zi. yeah ahahs. anw. sorry i din go the other day. it was not part of my plan initially.... but it did serve well din it? hahahas... tc
rem to call me asap so we can open the pressie 'together' yeah? ahahhahs love ya love ya love ya! x) heeehee
yay!! :D hooray!
XyunX >>>>> ahhas hope u enjoyed ur dae! ahahs huggin u was not tht terrible la. ahhahas it was urms.... urms... hmm... pleasant? (nahh...) ahahhahs hope u had a wonderful time eatin ur silly cake yeah? haahhas the silly cake tht dirtied the silly table tht i spent so much time tryin to clean!!!!! urghh... broke my heart when i realised u guys were gna use my clean little table . ahahahs and we sang the stupid song so softly. ahhaahs at least we all realise we gta save mian zi. yeah ahahs. anw. sorry i din go the other day. it was not part of my plan initially.... but it did serve well din it? hahahas... tc
Sunday, September 28, 2003
junz >>>> smile more okae?? dun be too stressed up regardin ur studies... itll be okae inta end :) smile smile smile!
(nehh.. its here wot! hahahas silly girl)
yunz >>>> happy happy bdae! ahahahs.... i hoped u tot i forgot. ahhahas . hope u enjoyed urself eatin todae yeah? ahahhas and remember!!! tings to do....... SMILE SMILE SMILE! STUDY STUDY STUDY! DUN RETURN TO DAOHUEI DUN RETURN TO DAOHUEI (private joke) ahahahs
kc >>> call me asap and rem dun open it yet! x)
yanz >> dun be so frustrated with urself...... lets try together! :) and lets try nota be so urms... weird dese few days okae? ahhas ....
criz >>> how cld i forget u eh? ahhahas love ya love ya love ya! X)
cind >>> u twit.... where hafya been dese days!?!?!!?
melv >>>> you twit! wo xiang si ni le. eyah. ahhaha.
jay >>>> hmmmm........
dunno why the words....
" RETAIN....RETAIN....RETAIN.... "
keep running around in my head. haix. really gifin me a SPLINTERING HEADACHE!!! :[
(nehh.. its here wot! hahahas silly girl)
yunz >>>> happy happy bdae! ahahahs.... i hoped u tot i forgot. ahhahas . hope u enjoyed urself eatin todae yeah? ahahhas and remember!!! tings to do....... SMILE SMILE SMILE! STUDY STUDY STUDY! DUN RETURN TO DAOHUEI DUN RETURN TO DAOHUEI (private joke) ahahahs
kc >>> call me asap and rem dun open it yet! x)
yanz >> dun be so frustrated with urself...... lets try together! :) and lets try nota be so urms... weird dese few days okae? ahhas ....
criz >>> how cld i forget u eh? ahhahas love ya love ya love ya! X)
cind >>> u twit.... where hafya been dese days!?!?!!?
melv >>>> you twit! wo xiang si ni le. eyah. ahhaha.
jay >>>> hmmmm........
dunno why the words....
" RETAIN....RETAIN....RETAIN.... "
keep running around in my head. haix. really gifin me a SPLINTERING HEADACHE!!! :[
what happened to you
you've played the victim for so long now in this game
liar liar.
so look who's the victim now
i'm applauding cos you've put on such a convincing act
& to those who've been fooled by you
remember,
a leopard never changes its spots.
if you can do it once
you'd do it again
maybe you get a kick outta doing it
i dontknow what kind of sick games you play.
Superficial game of mental hide and seek again
Taking chances with the one you always called your friend
Trying hard to find that piece of mind
Now time takes it's toll again
Don't think you've left me stranded
I'll be miles from where you found me
I only hope you feel my discontent
you've played the victim for so long now in this game
liar liar.
so look who's the victim now
i'm applauding cos you've put on such a convincing act
& to those who've been fooled by you
remember,
a leopard never changes its spots.
if you can do it once
you'd do it again
maybe you get a kick outta doing it
i dontknow what kind of sick games you play.
Superficial game of mental hide and seek again
Taking chances with the one you always called your friend
Trying hard to find that piece of mind
Now time takes it's toll again
Don't think you've left me stranded
I'll be miles from where you found me
I only hope you feel my discontent
Saturday, September 27, 2003
well. yesterday was really funny. ahhas went to maples hse with becks chels caitlyn! aahs we had the funniest time. and chels was bein her usual self. but oh i shant elaborate... lotsa silly tings happened anw. ahahs :)
n yes kailin i had fun studyin w you too! ahahs. woke up today... and got pangsehed for breakfast! urghhh. but nvm. ahhas. looks like ill hfta survive w/o food... again. ahahs hmmm.... feelin rather moody doody now. so i shall jus get off line. ahahs... oh and to the person that i once liked a great deal/loved? (nah)..... I HATE YOU! GO AWAY ......
kc >>> darling! hahahs.. cldnt type much in ur taggie so had to continue here. anw really hope u liked all e stuff tht i gave u cos it took me really wrong to make and write and stuffies! ahhahs.. okae. yesyes ill call u very soon and u tell me everything? cant blif the stuff tht i missed out on since i last came online. haix. are u sure ur alrite? i wldnt wan u to be sad yeah. hmm.... and wheres this supposedly private entry u wanted me to see? i cant find it. tc n k.i.t soon yeah! love ya!
yanz.yunx.cind.jose.criz. >>> tnks a whole lot! missin ya~ :)
cheri char jean ser hs >>> missin u guys terribly man.
n yes kailin i had fun studyin w you too! ahahs. woke up today... and got pangsehed for breakfast! urghhh. but nvm. ahhas. looks like ill hfta survive w/o food... again. ahahs hmmm.... feelin rather moody doody now. so i shall jus get off line. ahahs... oh and to the person that i once liked a great deal/loved? (nah)..... I HATE YOU! GO AWAY ......
kc >>> darling! hahahs.. cldnt type much in ur taggie so had to continue here. anw really hope u liked all e stuff tht i gave u cos it took me really wrong to make and write and stuffies! ahhahs.. okae. yesyes ill call u very soon and u tell me everything? cant blif the stuff tht i missed out on since i last came online. haix. are u sure ur alrite? i wldnt wan u to be sad yeah. hmm.... and wheres this supposedly private entry u wanted me to see? i cant find it. tc n k.i.t soon yeah! love ya!
yanz.yunx.cind.jose.criz. >>> tnks a whole lot! missin ya~ :)
cheri char jean ser hs >>> missin u guys terribly man.
Saturday, September 20, 2003
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I LOVE JACK SPARROW!!!!! hahahhas.. lovely lovely lovely!!! :)
i intend to watch it a second time! anyone up for it? melv yeo yeo? hahahas
<< kc >> ------ my dear. am missin you very very terribly right now. haix. even though we spoke onta fone.. rather recently? ahhaahs. well its not recent enuf for me! hfmphs. u must be enjoying urself like crasy rite? while i urms TRY to study. ahhaas haix. dunno why ur blogger suddenly died on me. was rather upset. or more like the tag board ler huh. hahaha. but its okay! hmm.. tell me what happened okay? and u better not let anyone displace me in ur heart ah! ahhaah twit.... okae. miss you dear! thats all i can sae :/
[[ sotp pailygn aordnu wthi em.
atlulayc i dotn rleayl kwon fi ouy rae.
wyh rea uyo eibni os ncie lal fo a sdudne?
wtehrvae ti si yuo aer nto afetgcfni em aigan! ]] :(
bitch. never again.
i intend to watch it a second time! anyone up for it? melv yeo yeo? hahahas
<< kc >> ------ my dear. am missin you very very terribly right now. haix. even though we spoke onta fone.. rather recently? ahhaahs. well its not recent enuf for me! hfmphs. u must be enjoying urself like crasy rite? while i urms TRY to study. ahhaas haix. dunno why ur blogger suddenly died on me. was rather upset. or more like the tag board ler huh. hahaha. but its okay! hmm.. tell me what happened okay? and u better not let anyone displace me in ur heart ah! ahhaah twit.... okae. miss you dear! thats all i can sae :/
[[ sotp pailygn aordnu wthi em.
atlulayc i dotn rleayl kwon fi ouy rae.
wyh rea uyo eibni os ncie lal fo a sdudne?
wtehrvae ti si yuo aer nto afetgcfni em aigan! ]] :(
bitch. never again.
Friday, September 19, 2003
criz
criz dear! ahah this new entry is all for you! :) i missed ya! ahah so sweet! wota said in ur blog. haix. missed all the gd times too. am totally stressed out over here.....grr! hahahas..hows ya been ah my dear? missin u like crasy! ahhahas. yes yes. we shall stick to our plan and go out soon okay? ahahhas.... anw. thanks for all the good times dear. ahhas and ur jokes are not cold la.... at least most of them arent! ahhahass..... yesyes. ill alws rem all the lame times we shared. ahhahahas i can jus imagine all the traumatic times we went thru durin urms hist!? ahahhas.... or more like a specific time slot.. during a certain teacher's lessons. ahahhas be it lecture or worse still tutorials! ahhahas... oh well. ahhahas u takkaire of urself okae? really really missed ya u noe! ahhahas whos gna help me collect class funds and stuff now!? ahahhas.... takkaire dearrrrrrrr!!!!!!!! X)
Wednesday, September 10, 2003
I never asked for this feeling
I never thought I would fall
I never knew how I felt
Till the day you were gone
I was lost
I never asked for red roses
I wasn't looking for love
Somehow I let my emotions take hold
And guess what all at once
I'm in love
Oh I miss you so much
I long for your love
It's scares me
Cuz my heart gets so weak
That I can't even breathe
How can you take things so easily
Baby why aren't you missing me?
Why did I act like you mattered
It was silly of me to believe
That if I just opened my heart
Things would come naturally
Jokes on me
I did not ask for love letters
So why did you give them to me
How could I let your intentions
Get hold over me
So in love
So naive
And oh how I hate what you have done
Made me fall so deep in love
Got no cure
You're the only one I want
That I love oh baby
Baby why aren't you missing me?
haix.
I never thought I would fall
I never knew how I felt
Till the day you were gone
I was lost
I never asked for red roses
I wasn't looking for love
Somehow I let my emotions take hold
And guess what all at once
I'm in love
Oh I miss you so much
I long for your love
It's scares me
Cuz my heart gets so weak
That I can't even breathe
How can you take things so easily
Baby why aren't you missing me?
Why did I act like you mattered
It was silly of me to believe
That if I just opened my heart
Things would come naturally
Jokes on me
I did not ask for love letters
So why did you give them to me
How could I let your intentions
Get hold over me
So in love
So naive
And oh how I hate what you have done
Made me fall so deep in love
Got no cure
You're the only one I want
That I love oh baby
Baby why aren't you missing me?
haix.
Sunday, August 31, 2003
<< its pathetic when memories of the past come back and haunt you >>
hmm... am slackin at home now. cant blif im actually slacking?! esp since i promised myself that i would work really hard so as to not get retained?! urghh... dunno wots up with me man. yeah went back to st nicks the other day. it was extremely fun and once again extremely SLACK! -pengs- hahaa.... me clara del and jac went bonkers. seriously! hahaha esp me and chow.. we choreographed this silly but extremely difficult and professional rhythemic gymnast urms.... 5 min dance ting? ahhaha. it was amazing! haha we did stuff with the hula hoops...ropes and balls! ahahhaha. (ask yunx n kang... im sure deyl agree tht it was fantastic! ahhaha) chow... im sure its another one of the things that we wun forget eh? ahahha... den later me and del had this trampoline performence?! ahahah it was super fun!!!! ahahha..... we were truly skilled... i must say. ahhaha. hmm.. i alws knew me and del were the talented ones inta air. ahhahah :) we even tried to do the jellyfish... chicken.... and octopus walk onta trampoline! and the funnest n funniest thing we did was i guess the standing broad jump! ahahah we arranged the huge fluffy and very heavy mat next to the trampoline so that we can urms... jump on it? ahahha oh.. .its more like long jump. so the mat was kinda like the sand? ahah yeah. den we jus jumped off the trampoline and competed with each other regarding who can jump the furthest! hahaah. del won... but... it was due to some minor arrangement errors. so ... in fact i tink i won! ahhaha. yay!! that was the fun part.. the funniest part was when chow and joycelyn cldnt even jump off the trampoline!!! wahha even tho the trampoline and the mat was right beside each other. we laughed until our sides ached..!! (they really did) ahhaha den when i got home.... man... did i haf serious muscle ache. ahaha all bcos of ..... TRAMPOLINE AND GYM EXERCISES! ahhaha. so silly. but it was really really fun! haix. really miss st nicks. everything abt it is so wonderful.... esp the food! ahhaha. no-one cld disagree.. dun blif can ask jose and yanx! ahha dey came e other day and ate so much as well!! ahah :)
its funny how you cld haf been part of sth inta past. then. everything changes. you're no longer part of it. perhaps due to der being too many grps... or perhaps due to ur slight disapproval of a certain sum1. its really sad to tink abt it. and e sadness is gettin more and more evident dese days. it really hurts not to even get asked now. but i guess thats wot u get when you left them inta first place.
its funny how you cld haf been part of sth inta past. then. everything changes. you're no longer part of it. perhaps due to der being too many grps... or perhaps due to ur slight disapproval of a certain sum1. its really sad to tink abt it. and e sadness is gettin more and more evident dese days. it really hurts not to even get asked now. but i guess thats wot u get when you left them inta first place.
Thursday, August 28, 2003
ill miss you chris! :(
ahh.... im finally online again. today was such a weird...hyper and hilarious day! during pw.. me ming and criz had the most hilarious time ata library!! ahahha and we learned alot of new stuff today didnt we? bwahahs. we learnt all the different names for toilets.... how to get to the resource area.... where to find books.... that we must remember to bring down the ID inta future. luckily caleb brought his down. ahahha and that next time we shd not choose toilets as our topic??! ahahah so hard to find... ha. den after school we all went crasy!! ahahha we were like raping each other and stuffies?! ahhaa and like throwing tonnes of water at each other?! ahha it was totally disastrous! ahaha. we were running from the toilet to our classroom.. yunx and ciind were attackin us with their mouths and feet!!! (hope we dun get hand foot and mouth disease thanks to dem.. haha dey are reallly UNHYGENIC) and poor me had ta fill my bottle three times cos dey kept using the water to throw at each other! ( luckily yanx help me fill once! haha) den we went thomson plaza to study!! not very very productive... but... not bad ler. ahhaah ate at hans. ahaha and it was rather funny as well. dun worry cind.. i wun tell others that you offered to help us carry out 2 plates of speghetti over n den accidentally n clumsily SPILT IT ALL OVER URSELF AND YUNX. bwahahs. it was absolutely hilarious! ahaha. and dun worry yunx. i wun tell anyone abt how you made a DOUGHNUT OUTTA THE SPEGHETTI SAUCE! ahha (it looked really... urms... artistic? ahah in other words... it looked like sth yunx wld make.. ahhaha.) no offence taken i hope? lols. haix. after all the fun and craziness today.. i still cant blif that tml is criz's last day in school!!! haix. really gna miss you criz. hmm... alrite... guess i better go off liaox. :(
/wyn --- hey wiggly woo! ahahha.. whey.. i din tell anyone of this blog. yunx did evthg!!! and besides i hafnt been online in like 4 months?! so dun blame me okay? of cos i wld have told you rite? haha.. i recall the urms... METHOD in which you memorise ur physics AND GATES and LOG GATES and etc. was really hilarious! ahahah. ur such a pervert. as usual. ahhaa
/criz --- criz dear.. its really gonna be so weird and empty without you. you have brought so much joy fun and laughter into our lives... (esp the FPs) cliche i noe... but nonetheless its true! everytime we eat chicken chop..... we'll tink of you. everytime we see sth orange... we'll tink of you. everytime we get caught for socks... we'll tink of you.. everytime we eat wangwang. we'll tink of you. haix. its gonna be really hard without you here!!! hmm... hope you enjoy urself in nyp yeah? sports and wellness is really fun i guess? ahha. cant blif we both chose that b4. (if u get wot i mean) ahha. miss you already! cant waita cya tml x)
/yanx--- my dear purple yan! ahhaha hope the cake is edible? haha.. hope we can survive w/o criz. haix. hmm.. we hafta study hard and get promoted okay?! now only left you ming n jose inta FP liaos. we must strive hard together okae? :)
/yunx --- hey parrot! haha thanks for helping me do up this blog! ahahah... why is there no orange element in it tho? ahah hehe... and put sum glittery stuff if u haf any! ahah. btw.. who is tht girl on my blog?! ahaha
/cindy --- you silly girl. ahha remember todays BARBIE and POLLY?!?! ahahah that comes along with fantastic acdemic results... a guy figure tht only costs $200.. a blue dress.... white bra.... pink undies and urms.. pad?! wahahha.... miss ya dear! we must study together more often kay? ahah
/jay --- you pig!!! how can you go online everyday!? ahah better study hard alrite? wldnt want us to get retained. haix. ahha anw... ill try to geta money and pass it to you by tml! ahha hope u dun buy the wrong one tho. haha. and u really sound very lonely ata bus stop. ahha i found it rather amusing. lols. :)
/wyn --- hey wiggly woo! ahahha.. whey.. i din tell anyone of this blog. yunx did evthg!!! and besides i hafnt been online in like 4 months?! so dun blame me okay? of cos i wld have told you rite? haha.. i recall the urms... METHOD in which you memorise ur physics AND GATES and LOG GATES and etc. was really hilarious! ahahah. ur such a pervert. as usual. ahhaa
/criz --- criz dear.. its really gonna be so weird and empty without you. you have brought so much joy fun and laughter into our lives... (esp the FPs) cliche i noe... but nonetheless its true! everytime we eat chicken chop..... we'll tink of you. everytime we see sth orange... we'll tink of you. everytime we get caught for socks... we'll tink of you.. everytime we eat wangwang. we'll tink of you. haix. its gonna be really hard without you here!!! hmm... hope you enjoy urself in nyp yeah? sports and wellness is really fun i guess? ahha. cant blif we both chose that b4. (if u get wot i mean) ahha. miss you already! cant waita cya tml x)
/yanx--- my dear purple yan! ahhaha hope the cake is edible? haha.. hope we can survive w/o criz. haix. hmm.. we hafta study hard and get promoted okay?! now only left you ming n jose inta FP liaos. we must strive hard together okae? :)
/yunx --- hey parrot! haha thanks for helping me do up this blog! ahahah... why is there no orange element in it tho? ahah hehe... and put sum glittery stuff if u haf any! ahah. btw.. who is tht girl on my blog?! ahaha
/cindy --- you silly girl. ahha remember todays BARBIE and POLLY?!?! ahahah that comes along with fantastic acdemic results... a guy figure tht only costs $200.. a blue dress.... white bra.... pink undies and urms.. pad?! wahahha.... miss ya dear! we must study together more often kay? ahah
/jay --- you pig!!! how can you go online everyday!? ahah better study hard alrite? wldnt want us to get retained. haix. ahha anw... ill try to geta money and pass it to you by tml! ahha hope u dun buy the wrong one tho. haha. and u really sound very lonely ata bus stop. ahha i found it rather amusing. lols. :)
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